Tuesday, October 07, 2008

~i gonna give up my aims~

looks yummy huh ?
look, who's behind !@! opps !

weekend i onli did one thing and i think i am super inefficient cos i took like 3 days to study my maths lecturer notes.seriously i dun think anyone can beat my timing man cos i am reali super slow and i guess no one else can be slower than me..and becos of tat, i am reali lagging behind alot..past tutorials and lecture notes are already piling up like a mountain liao..this is seriously damn bad man..but these always happens in JC, so i am kinda used to it le anyway..wat to do, wat is my style ma..then 2 days dun have enough sleep..yesterday slept for like 3 hrs nia just to study and chiong finish my maths lecture notes and ended up today, when i first turned over the qn paper, i was freaking damn shocked cos i think this is reali a rubbish test paper..as in, wat tat is needed to be tested never test at all..what the hell was reali my first rxn cos i study so hard for the test, yet come out stupid and dumb qns...then yesterday went with hm to JP for a while cos i reali veri sian study once i reach home, so decided to take some time off to shop around at JP..clothes was the first thing tat attracts me there, of cos..but now, i reali no money man..i realised something when i shop with hm cos she likes to look out for sleeves tops and super short pants, but i dun !! i think i prefer those smart looking attire or rather those office wear style..cos its make me look smarter and more presentable..anyway duno why today, those guys keep on laughing on my attire lo..cos i reali think everything is ok, but they feel tat something is very wrong with my dressing..nvm, i shall stick to my qm style of dressing-unique and uncommon..haha.
many things have been happening so far..i think i have thought through things le..as in, now i think i gonna giv up wat i wanted to hope for..cos i guess i didnt reali know what i wan eventually at the end of the day..i am not confused, just tat i reali dun realli know what i reali wans.maybe time will tell in time to come ( I guess)..now think so much also no use cos nothing will take place..this week i reali super busy man..duno why..so many ppl jio me out until i have to cancel some of them..so sorry ppl..this sat got colleague gathering at my colleague's house de..i wanna go, but i got a bday hotel celebration to go..i miss them so much la..though i might bum into tat ti gou colleague, but nvm la, since he invited me, i shall give him face by not going and treat him nicer this dec when i go bac..haiz..my miss the laughter of my colleagues man..the yellow jokes tat they crack cos of me appearing to be innocent, but apparently i am not cos i have been brain wash ! haha.


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