Saturday, October 04, 2008

~wat's heart and logic ? ~

yesterday's lab session was reali boring cos its drawing session and my art and craft reali sucks.cant shade and duno how to draw man.so anyhow draw then and halfway through the drawing, i reali got pissed and impatient cos my eyes are reali getting veri blurry seeing so many lines, so i just heck le and draw my freestyle drawing..then after which went to eat at can 2 and proceeded to swimming le..actually i went there just to have the intention to tan nia.cos i feel tat my arms have uneven tone man..so gonna tan more then colour will more even man..but heng face didnt got reali dark man..or else, more freckles will pop out..then i will freak out !! haha..then mum did ask me today as in why i suddenly become so tan and my face is kinda red huh..i guess its due to sun burnt? cos i rarely stay in the sun for long..it wouldnt be surprising tat my face got slightly red the next day..but the red cheeks makes me look cute huh..haha..( i know i sound bhb, but never mind..tat's for self entertainment ).. anyway today supposedly should be going to east coast for cycling de and i think bo wei changed the timing just for my sake, but sadly, i didnt turn up for it..i am reali sorry bok wei for disappointing u..reali..somehow i feel guilty now..
anyway this week got lots of stuff to clear, but i doubt i can clear much due to my tortoise studying speed..anyway i feel kinda kelian for my bro gf cos she miss my bro veri much, and at times i can reali feel tat she is quite helpless but my bro is not ard to pei her..haiz..i can understand her feelings so moral of the story is dun find long distance relationship cos its pointless.and gers shouldnt like guys so much or rather put in so much effort cos i always think tat gers are always at the losing ends..they should learn to let go when they need to.,.cos effort and perservance is not always proportional to the feelings tat an individual feels..
sian..next week i gonna have maths test..sian..onli study one chapter so far..how slow am i man..haiz..

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