last wed nite didnt taught my student cos i decided to went home early to study for my test and ended up tat nite i slept super early and i didnt reali read ny notes in detail, or rather i was half awake, so duno wat have gone into my mind too..in fact, tat day i was super relax but tat was a serious big mistake cos it made me to forgo my marks in my test cos i duno how to do the qns at all cos i didnt look through my tutorials and lecture notes..so lesson learnt already..next time canot be so slack le..haiz..=( and tat nite partly i was finding notes for yk cos his chem pract is the next day for A levels and he dun have the notes..so i was looking and searching through my whole room to find the notes for him cos i wan him to do well this time..so partly becos of this, i was kinda distracted..then thur after sch went to jp to eat pizza put with they all...ate til super full man til stomach is kinda "big" after eating so many slices of pizza, but i didnt care abt my dieting goals, so i just heck abt gaining weight at tat moment, but this few days after eating tat fatting pizzas, i ran 12 rounds every night in my park, hopefully it will compensate for the fats in my body..haha..
and today my bro's gf send me a super long email and its a full page full..i was kinda impressed by her english cos i think its quite gd considering tat she is from taiwan..in fact i think my written english more cui than her..i am just gd in speaking, but written english wise is super CMI...i guess she is feeling hurt tat i scold my brother and she gave a long intro abt herself to me..and her family background..she thinks tat i dislike her but i reali didnt say tat !! in fact i am fine with anyone de..but i can feel tat she is quite mature in thinking considering she is quite young..i think comparing me to her, i am more childish in thinking man..and i can reali see and feel her sincerity tat she likes my brother very much..she thinks tat i feel tat she is cheating my bro, but i never said that before..so i guess she has misinterpret many things liao..anyway i guess in a relationship sincerity very impt..no money can buy sincerity and i guess sincerity can onli touch a person's heart if no matter wat she doesnt also doesnt satisfy my mum...for now, i can feel the obstacles tat they are facing, but i guess in the past i was not brave enough to face up the obstacles, so i kinda regret it now..haiz..
4 days of "HOliday" this week..gonna chiong and piah for studies man..if not i will reali let down myself this time round..!
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