Sunday, April 08, 2007

~the bugis temple~

thur was kinda of bored,initally tat day i was supposed to go out wit maril to NTU to visit yi hui's hostel,but i told her tat i canot make it cos i got sch..but actually after sch,its still early and i didnt reaslied tat til the end of the day cos i thought sch ends veri late.but i thought i cant be going to NTU with my yj uniform ba,cos i will be attracting a lot of attraction cos no one there wears a uniform.but i am lazy to go bac change.so just forget it la..anyway i always go there veri often when i am free..so i went shopping instead..haha..i think i cant change my habit liao..
fri was gd fri,yup,initally christine ask me if i wan to go her church for gathering,but i didnt go cos i wanted to catch up on my work..next was cm,she asked me if i wan go out for a dinner or lunch..but i also didnt go for the same reason..oh man,so many ppl are asking me out,but i dun have the time to do so..sometimes i am reali temptted to go out cos i am reali sick of studying liao..but i dun have a choice cos i forget everything liao,need more time to revise to refresh memory..but the irony is tat i still go out eventually even though i do stop myself from doing so..i went to bugis de temple to pray for the uni applications..who knows maybe i will have better chance of going in.i know i am supertitious but cant be help,sometimes desperate times need to do desperate things.the temple was filled with ppl cos its was the budda's birthday tat day..seriously its damn cramped..wanted to ask for lot,but cant cos too many ppl liao..there are lots of auntie and uncle over there,seldom have young ppl like me..anyway i still went there to buy my rasins and some stuff..i will always buy rasins whenever i go there cos its nice to eat as a junk food when u have nothing to eat..later also went to bugis there de village to shop awhile.then tat day was so qiao tat one singer,cai ming you was holding an autograph session..actually wanted to stay on to see him de,but my mum dun allow..i find him reali talented so i wanted to stay on to look at his real person..then came home during the late evening,was pretty tired to do anything and eventually i reali didnt do anything,including my homework..ended up feeling unwell suddenly,duno why also..got headache and stomach pain,so i slept the whole day..
somehow i feel tat i am veri shallow,everything also duno..i am an A levels student but i act like a pri sch child..how should i make myself gain more knowledge man..=( my english also so lousy,how i wish i could go abroad..like tat my english will confirm improved and maybe after i come bac got tat slang..wah,tat's cool man..i reali hope to be independent so i feel tat i am reali too over reliance on my parents liao..how i wish i could stay in hostel then i can learn to be independent..
sun was rushing to finish studying for my upcoming mon test cos i slept too much liao in the weekend..but eventually i didnt study finish for it so i just sat for the test..u finish damn fast for the test,stil got lots of time to look around..i duno if is it i duno i know to do or the paper is too easy,tat's why i finish so fast?? anyway results will show after i got it..
todae my laptop is coming tonite..shoik man..but i know nothing abt the internet connection..ask the technician if he is willing to come during the weekend but he sae canot..wa lao so mafan,ended up need to go home reali early todae just for him..i am just scared tat the ray will get my contact details cos he work in tat company..i pray hard tat he dun realised tat i am ordering a laptop from his company cos he is in charge of all the sales..

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