a long weekend is coming up..mon is sch holiday since sch declare tat our sch did quite well for last yr A's levels,but reali meh? it seems tat many of the ppl i asked didnt do well..anyway tues is a holiday too..so i got 4 days to relax..haha..but i reali got lots of homework to do, sian man..seriously i am veri scared when teachers keep looking at me cos i scared they catch my hair but i ask yk tat is it obvious,he said no,so the paint did hide reali well wat..duno why tat female teacher kept looking at me..then one of chem teacher gave me tat look when i was queueing to buy food..wa lao i cant see the food wat since i didnt wear spects so i stepped closer to look got wat food can order mah..maybe he thinks tat i am cutting queue,but who dares la, he is a teacher leh, i dun dare to queue cut queue even i wish to cos teachers are supposedly to have more power than students..but actually he can be my another idol but i choose not to idolized him cos he is veri sacastic..though i know he meant well for the students,but wat he said is hurting to students..then when i was eating todae, thaddeus call out for me..he said " hey, wat's ur name ah? ......aiya ur name veri hard to rememeber,i call u sandy in future.." i was like HUH? wat sandy? when did i have an english name de..yk was laughing at my new english name given,but seriously sandy doesnt suit me la..i am still used to ppl calling me qm though many at times ppl often mispronounced my name..
tat joey's friend is just reali irritating..i dun wan to reply him,isnt it obvious tat i dun wan to talk to him? hai~such simple logic also dun understand..i reali miss the time going out now cos at least still can chat with friends, in sch i hardly talk to anyone except yk and justin..my ger-friends hardly...duno why man?should i just resign to fate tat i shall be a loner til the end of this yr? (if i continues to stay on in sch) ..i miss my gd friends,the time spend with them and chit chatting..this class of mine duno why cant reali talk much..cant be generation gap wat cos i am onli 2 yrs older than them,so wat's the problem then??hai~~~so troubled over so many things..results will be a big blow to me if i cant get in...
just got back my maths test..scored the highest in class and i got A1..so happy man,but seriously i shouldnt too happy abt it cos afterall i am a repeat student and i have studied before, so supposedly should do better..so i think the basis of comparsion is unfair to them..if i have not studied before and i manage to get this grade then i will be happy..but seriously this time i didnt study reali hard for it, i onli spend like an hour flipping the notes and i went for the test..sometimes i think tat its better that i dun study too hard just like this suitation..previously i studied veri hard for the test and i didnt do well..is there justice in this world man?
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