fri went out wit my ex classmates for birthday gathering cos its joey birthday and viven's birthday..i dun know reali know viven reali tat well cos afterall we are not from the same class in the past..i went there for the sake of joey cos i think i reali owe him a favour for teaching me chemistry lasy yr when he is NS..yup,we went to ang mo kio hub there to eat fish and co..actually i knew tat the stuff is going to be ex right from the start cos i heard b4 tat fish and co are quite ex..but i didnt expect it to be paying $17 for a plate of fish and chip,plus the service charge all those rubbish la..but gd thing is tat the food taste nice la,else i will grumble for paying $!7 for not nice food..yup,sat there to talk abt some sch stuff..seriously the suggestion tat they gave was i shouldnt repeat cos they feel tat its pointless esp when the syllabus has changed and i should be takin the old syllabus for exam but yet i am going for lessons for the new syllabus..it sounds reali contridicting..they sae they would rather me to sign up as a private candidate and do my revision on my own rather than going sch to waste time.but they sae eventually its still up to me which choice i choose to decide..but seriously i have given a deep thought on it le,but i reali duno wat to do,cos i am point of junction where i wan to go on in life but i cant proceed on becos of some money problems.hai~~~seriously i dun understand why there must be so much problems to bother abt,cant life be just be easy just for once??? ok,enough abt tat..tat nite we also ate a black forest cake..its not cheap either..haha,$6 per slice..but never mind..lucky its nice...else i will reali complain..then cherry brought her bf along too..i was reali shocked when she brought her bf along cos initally i thought tat guy was her brother or uncle,but it came out to be her bf..i was thinking wat ppl will think abt the age gap,but i tink i am not in the position to comment abt it cos i was like her in the past..juz tat he looks much much more younger than her bf such tat ppl wont sae i am dating an old man..but one thing i dun like abt her bf is they shouldnt hanky panky cos they are in front of friends,so i feel tat to some extent they should try to behave and do watever u wan to do under private..
weekend i was reali nuah,didnt do much work as usual cos i dun have the mood to study..i was reali bugged by the problem as to should i continue to stay in sch or should i just quit sch and find something else to do cos i know tat no matter how many times i repeat i confirm wont pass my gp and phy wise,i cant have full confidence tat i can excel well cos physics qn are getting more challenging nowadays..whereas,maths and chem i still got some confidence,cos they are quite dead if u practise more.but its pointless cos afterall u are taking 3 subjects..sat i also went online to change my choices for NUS..i decide to choose art and social sci as my last choice and computing for my 7th choice,though i know nuts abt it..i just wan to get into the sch and decide wat to do if i can get in.actually joey was rite tat i should put art and social sci as one of my choice cos wit my results i cant reali choose wat i wan to study..so just try my luck..but why does everyone sae tat my results confirm can get into the art and social sci,when i fail gp..i thought go into tat faculty need to have gd gp??anyway its still hard to decide wat i wan for the time being..it seems tat everyone dun encourage me to repeat but on the other hand,i feel tat maybe repeating might probably change my future if i do well..yk kept asking me not to quit sch but i reali duno wat..imagine when everyday u onli come to sch for 2 lessons and the rest of the time u are just staying in library to go ur work cos the rest of it are not relevant to ur subjects..dun u find it pointless to come to sch at all??hai~~i reali duno,tat's why i am damn fann..
duno why i feel so happy when i see tat "RYAn" name cos i thought it was him,but end up it came out to be another person..haha,made me happy for nothing.still thought he will talk to me,but it came out to be other ppl..atcually i know tat i confirm dun have chance to talk to him de cos its hard becos of some gap differences..and moreover i think he is reali scared of me la..but i think i am not tat scary afterall wat..anyway my 20th birthday is coming reali soon..hai~~becoming 20 soon..seems like i am getting reali old..my wish for this yr is to get into local uni,then tat will be my greatest and wonderful present..i dun mind dying a few yrs earlier as long as i can get to see my future proceeding to wat i hope..maybe other things can wait..
hai~!i got lots of hw to do but i relai cant be bothered to finish cos i am relai tired of doing it le..
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