~the talk with yi ping and bing xi~

yesterday (MON) is damn rubbish..i onli came to sch for 2 lessons,but end up onli go for one lesson cos the other lesson they are teaching stuff tat is not relevant to me..and the one lesson tat i went is like practically useless cos its not relevant to A results but rather as an enrichment..so practically it seems like mon i can no need come sch man..yesterday finished lesson at 11.30 but 1.30 then can leave sch cos its some sch rules tat i need to abide..initally need to report to my chem teacher to take attendance but i didnt cos i cant be bothered cos i also not taking practical and i dun wan to wait for tat lesson when i can go home already..so my chem tutor was like saying me not to abuse my previlages tat he has given me..aiya but i dun care la..he can sae all he wans cos all my classmates feel tat he is veri naggy and yes indeed he is naggy..then after tat went to northpt with yk to do eye check since its been a long time since i check my eye..after which went to walk around to northpt for a while.
initially i wanted to go home earlier to do my homework but it seems tat i have reali too much distraction preventing me from going home..reason as to why i said tat was becos i happened to see yi ping and bing xi on my way home and we started chatting for 2 hrs..we sat in subway and started chatting abt how we are doing now and friends around us..its seems tat every week i still see my friends no matter where i go..yi ping first reaction when she saw me was :"eh? why are u still wearing unifrom.." as usual i will tell ppl tat i am staying bac in sch just as a back up plan just in case uni dun takes me..she advised me not to repeat cos she feels tat its pointless..she said tat though she did worst than me and she choose not to repeat cos she knew tat A levels are getting harder and harder yr by yr.it reali seems tat all gers dun advised me to retake and guys wise encourage me to stay on..sigh..its such confusing man..then todae my tutor sae tat i need to pay the exam fees for A levels and its non refundable if we wan to withdraw last min..oh man,its a hard decision to make cos if i decides to withdraw then i will be wasting my 400 bucks and its alot !! then we started our conversation on relationships cos she was the one who started the topic..she was bugging me to tell her abt him and i was wondering how does she knows abt it when she dun even knows him..and i was rite to guess tat th told her abt it..then both of them tell me abt the problem between why things ended up like tat..and the reason is largely becos of my parents tat is stopping the relationship from progressing..yi ping is just worried abt me whether tat am i able to marry off my 40 or not cos my parents are veri strict when it comes to relationship..and duno why they kept laughing when i am telling my "story" but seriously i dun find it funny at all lah and moreover the way i sae it isnt funny at all loh...bing xi sae tat i am reali too naive liao and its hard to find ppl like me in today's society..haha,i laugh out when he commented tat..i duno its a gd or bad thing but i do know tat for now i dun care abt wether u are a gd catch or not but rather i am finding those innocent and long term relationship..but of cos if he is a gd catch then tat will be an added advantage lah..yi ping was told me tat she was reali shocked when she knew tat i got a bf in the past cos she thinks tat i will not have bf de given my pattern..haha, actually i also think so..i never thought of having a bf in my life though i like to see shuai ge..and she said tat given my character i will confirm bored guys off,so she sae i need to change my character when it comes to relationship and in a relationship,it shouldnt be a one way thing,but rather a two way thing..i always expect initiative from others when sometimes she feel tat i should take some initative too cos otherwise its hard to maintain a relationship..wat she sae is true and i feel tat indeed the talk with her and bing xi has relai made me learnt a lot from my past mistakes in the relationship.she sae i am too "stone" liao..and so she sae i need some change for tat too..haha,it seems tat i relai need a lot of changes man..but i will try if it is within my means.