Sunday, March 16, 2008

~i am reali sorry abt it~

fri my boss told me she has managed to fight for me to extend my contract til end of april since my contract ending on 9th april.and now she says maybe now my pay might be higher le..wah, shoik man, at least i no need get tat pathetic pay for each month le.but for this special previlges onli last for 3 weeks la,which is something tat is sad to say,after tat i got to start searching for job again.fri after office hours,also drank abit of beer in office since i wanted to try out how it tastes like,So drank slips of it,so for those tat i cant finish, i pass it to my the other colleague tat likes to drink alot.yeah, she is one of the colleague tat i am closer with cos she is veri nice.though she always give me lots of work to do, but surprising i am not angry with her at all.haha.
weekend was supposedly to go out on a "date" with jin yi de to sun tan at sentosa de,but becos i was reali busy so i cancelled the date,changed to this fri,but i guess he dun wan tanned liao cos i not "on" at all cos i told him i die die also wont wear bikini to wear, and i die die will onli wear my top to tan, but he say if i wearing top to tan,then he dun wan to tan le..wa lao it sounds reali like my fault la for not being so "on"..but its my business wat i am to wear to tan mah,it doesnt concern any of his business at all.he can strip all he wan, and i wouldnt laugh at him de even if he got a big and ugly tummy, i wont dare to laugh de cos i will hold on to my laughter,i know tat i am a wet blanket,but somehow i feel forced that he is controlling my dressing attire. sat and sun was reali busy with the application of the uni procedures and settling my brother scholarships stuff and it has haven up all my entire weekends.lohz,my brother scholarship application is so much to settle tat all my weekends are taken up for him and still i haven completed for him..ok, its such a headache for me cos i got my own things to settle also.so, i am reali kinda busy lately.
lately have been quarreling with my mum reali often cos she just pissed me off.first was her friend.she was angry with me cos she has broken off ties with her friend le and yet i still talk to her when her friend calls me on my mobile to talk to me.so she is kinda bu shuang abt it cos she complaines tat why is it i pick up unknown calls when i dun even pick up her phone call.aiya i got my own reason for doing so cos she is super fann and irritating cos whenever she calls me, the usual things tat i get is scoldings and nagging.after tat she will scold me on my piano progressions.wa lao leh, i hear liao also sian man.i am seriously sick of this never ending argument such tat at times i reali dun feel like talking to her and turning a deaf ear to watever she says.at times i am so pissed tat i ignored her. to me, i feel tat if u wan ppl to respect u then u should learn how to respect ppl first.she always yell and shout at me for small matters, tat's just showing ppl irrespect behaviour, and i reali dun like her attitude,.tat's the reason also why i am nicer to my dad cos at least my dad respect me.so wat u are not going to just me a single cent for my uni education,i dun believe i cant find money on my own and pay bac the tuition fees for uni.
yesterday nite also happen an unforunate and upset thing but thank god tat everything is ok now.actually its becos i was too crude in saying things liao and i think i have offended ppl without realising tat i have said the wrong things.yeah, as usual i am tat insensitive and moreover i am not gd with words at all, so make this friend of mine angry.but still i wan to apologized for tat cos perhaps i must have hurt him ba..though it wasnt my intention to mean wat i said cos i dun think tat far and in depth as him.so he guess misunderstanding arises between us ba. so moral of story is : qm has bad inference skills and is insensitive and shallow minded.." but i will jia you to learn more and aquire more knowledge ! cos i relai dun wan to be a frog in the well.

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