Tuesday, February 26, 2008

~why am i helping her to lie man..~

yesterday my student called me at nite to tell me tat todae she cant make it for the piano lesson cos her cousin was hospitalized.ok, i shall accept her reason cos anyway i need a break too la, since she initiated to take a break todae, so its fine with me loh.but duno why she wanted me to lie to her mum tat its me who cant make it for the lesson NOT her..wa lao like tat abit unfair to me loh cos like tat i will leave a bad impression on her mum cos first few times of lesson wan to take break liao.ok,but eventually i still help her lie to her mum,but i seriously feel reali guilty abt it.i thought for veri long before calling her mum cos i wanted to think carefully how should i talk to her mum abt this and i am veri scared tat my her will ask abt her progression so i better plan wat she will ask before it shocks me.lately, i have been sleeping reali late,around 1am like tat,not becos i hardworking and study like wat,but becos i was watching this taiwan drama tat my student lend me..ok, jialat i reali addicted to watching vcd liao and , i rarely can take my eyes off the tv and i can reali sit there for hours just to watch tat show.ok, i am reali a tv freak and becos of this, lately my dark rings became reali dark man and i am always sleepy during work sia.at times i reali got so sian tat i have to take a short 5min eye break inside the toilet.heng at least the toilet smells still ok, else i wouldnt wan to stay in there either..
hai~sian,this wk reali broke liao.got to spend money for 2 birthday present and its in the same wk lah..aiyo..and i am cluessness as to wat to buy for marilyn cos i rarely buy friend's birthday present on my own since i usually belong to those tat onli chip in money and the rest is all decided by my fellow friends.actually this sat got 3 meeting place to attend to de.but i choose to go for my sec sch friend's birthday celebration.actually i have a dinner with my last yr graduated classmates at my civic tutor's house but i turn them now cos i already promised my friend tat i will come for the birthday celebration.actually one of the reason tat i dun feel like going for the dinner is tat i am not close with my yr 4 classmates la, actually without me also makes no different loh.anyway if i go there also will be alone de.so dun go will be the best choice as it will save me from all those lonliness.but i am reali truefully grateful to my last yr teacher cos she is reali veri nice to me despite tat i am the onli one taking the old syllabus in class and yet she didnt neglect me..
I realised tat lately my company got lots of company policies.though in front of u,they may seems to be ok with u but behind ur bac, they tend to complain to ppl like anything.though they didnt say anything abt me, but i was down there having lunch and they keep complaining abt those big boss and he ppl in the sales dept.ok,tat's just life,i think i gonna learn more from now on..

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