~not much time left~

last mon had kite flying wif agnes and yh..this time round our kite couldnt fly as high as before cos we bought a lousier kite,or rather we are rather budget so bought a cheapo kite instead.went around taking super lots of photos then evening went to suntec to eat dinner then after which proceed to the merlion for more photos again..whoo ! the day is just damn shagged..

tues went to meet up wif wp and tanu then morning saw lion.he just said hi to him then after tat went off..emo man, why all guys i eye candy one, all so cool one ! cant they be more outgoing?? lol anw he isnt my kind..cos initally i admire him as eye candy only.anw tat day went to chill out at a super atas hotel..the nite view is awesome ! whoo !~

then wed was busy wif medical check up then after which evening time met up wif playmate to play tennis..hehe learn tennis from him really much more better than from my other friends..quite stunned he quite patient wif me eh..he really teach me everything from scatch just like how a beginner learns..but he kinda poor thing cos he kept on helping me to pick balls..then tat day i was saying dun laugh at my cui sports attire ah, but apparently he say i look ok leh, just tat need to get more tanned.and one thing he said tat i am very lazy to run when i play tennis, which i find tat its true cos apparently i am always stuck at the same location.but this guy play tennis really quite mesmerizing sia..cos he demo for me to see, then i was stunned he could actually play so well ! ok, i shall ask him coach me nxt time..hehe..my foc instructor..

then went to some beauty centre,dun wish to mention was beauty centre it is..but thanks to them i wasted $108 on skin care pdt..darn man, their attitude is really cmi sia..they keep fanning me to buy their whole set of skin care pdts which cost $300 and its something i know for certain which i wont use at all.then i keep insisting tat i dun wan buy, then they keep on adding freebie for me..they really did dun understand my thinking, i dun wan to buy partly becos its $300 and i know i wont use at all..darn then bo bian end up i say i buy 1 of the skin care stuff then they are less hostile towards me..then wat makes me angry is after i agreed to buy one of their pdt, they still continue selling their whole package..then i really insist i really dun wan..then i very angry say i am late alrdy , then they shoot me bac saying u tink u are busy, arent we busy too ! wa lao wat attitude is this man..i hear liao really damn pissed...anw after tat went to the jc chalet..our chem teacher mr chua was there too ! wah i quite surprised he rmb me..but he still pronounce my name as qing ming..then he asked me wat sports i am doing..haha i abit stunned cos i didnt know i got a sports look..cos ytd my dressing was indeed abit sporty la..cos always wear so nice to chalet, so kinda sian liao..so wanted to try a something new..then i asked him bac why u tink i play sports one..lol cos i run more than playing sports..but now i trying to pick up tennis la..its a new game i wanna learn..then mr chua said see ur hair colour and attire can see u play sports..lol but i really dun play sports leh..anw my skin colour also dun show i play sports at all.but anw the chill out session was fun la, at least the last meet up before i fly...

anw i saw lion today again ! hehe he said hello to me..FINALLY he smiled for the first time..nvm i shall slowly find chance to know more abt him..

~a special christmas eve~

this yr christmas eve was rather special..at least i didnt spend my christmas alone this yr..so tat day went to go to pei agnes in sch since i had nothing to do at home.cos i thought intally they coming sch to play wii one.but then aftertat in the afternoon it rain so ended up we meet outside.so we met up wif her clique at vivo.wat makes me happy was lion came along too.. ! haha nice man..tat shall be a gd start to know each other.ok when i first saw him i was damn pei seh cos i duno how to start the convo..so agnes start wif "this is qm" then i said hello..then aftertat through the dinner at a thai restaurant we talked more.but i realised one thing is tat duno why i dared not eye contact him when i talked to him ! siao liao man ! but anw aftertat at nite i feel more comfortable liao.at least not tat pei seh anymore.but ytd was indeed suay la.the soles of my shoes spoiled halfway through, then bo bian end up have to buy slippers from outside..but he was rather helpful and nice and asked me if i need any help or nt.ok i tink this is kinda a plus pt and i see he is actually quite gentleman too la..i was quite impressed when he kiap food for everyone of us during dinner..haha..i told agnes tat he seems abit quiet, but agnes say to her he seems ok..she felt tat this other guy is "More noisy" but i tink tat the other guy is ok leh..at least more interactive..but i must admit ytd i talk alot to this talkative guy cos duno why he keep talking to me la ! then i crap along wif him lo..so after dinner initally wanted to go mount faber one, but ended up tat talkative guy and wx didnt wan to go cos we will have a problem going bac home at nite cos its alrdy kinda late when we reached there.so endedup we changed our plan.so we celebrate at vivo rooptop sharing one tube of ice-cream.wa lao tat wx exposed all my chou lou de yi mian in front of everybody..seriously wanna kill him tat time cos lion was there man..now impression spoil liao la ! he told everyone say i always look at shuai ge..but i say its not true lo ! where got always,..its just sometimes nia..i added on to say tat i look at guys' legs more..haiz now impression spoil liao la..lion sure tink i very superfical one.then later they keep adding on to make things worst then wx gave a scenario saying tat if nxt time ur bf give u an LV bag for ur bday, u sure happy like siao cos its somehow like a status..then i said i wont accept tat gift lo cos anw i wont use guys' money also..i feel tat its not very nice anw..so i said i would asked him to give tat LV bag to his mum instead.quite is true cos last time when i had a bf i didnt use his money to buy clothes or watever except for meals only.cos i feel bad using his money..but anw tat wx keep paring me up wif this talkative guy just becos tat time during exam he gave me hot chocolate to drink when i am hungry cos there no food for me to eat..then wx say first session know each other give hot chocolate liao..they know each other so long he also nv give hot chocolate to wx..then he say "wah ai xin leh.." then i was like zzzz cos its only a cup of hot chocolate wat..nothing much..then wx added tat actually its those small tiny details tat sweet..lol seriously sweet ur head la ! i would be happier if u pair me up wif lion..i prefer lion ! hmm duno still got chance to meet up wif lion before i leave or nt..actually he is the kind of guy tat i will like, cos his personality is quite caring towards gers..i believe he is those kind tat will dote on gf alot..hehe.just like my ex..but i didnt cherish him before..tinking bac, i really felt regretted why didnt i treat him well, til the moment i lose him..haiz.nevertheless i guess my expectation is somehow stil pretty high..but til now really cant find someone as perfect as my ex..lol...

anw they will be running in sch one of the day to do their FYP..duno wan to join or nt..i run so slow man..and somemore so long nv long liao..i promised myself to start jogging after exams..now exams over i should start my daily routine..perhaps in sz, i should find my guy roomie to run wif him cos he looks lik he got go gym those kind.perhaps he will be my best jie mei liao.hehe.anw ytd agnes did create chance for us and we took photo together wif his other friend la.but not the 2 of us.if 2 of us i wont wan to take also..like damn weird.hopefully its not tat bad..lol..anw nxt few days i will be pretty packed man..haiz i really duno how sia for my china trip..the money part how should i transfer all my money from SG to china..its damn risky to carry all my cash wif me cos i hard there got alot of pickpockets and robbery..aiyo headache man !

~the most edible buffet i ever eaten~

haiz my last paper was damn cui..jialat cos i slacked too much from sat and sun, then onli left mon and tues to piah..gone man..cos some i didnt study finish then mostly come out pyp qns..darn..i shouldnt have slacked so much ! sian..anw tat day after exam went to shop wif hm..the feeling after exam is damn shoik...mind totally cleared from studies..damn shuang..ok, then ytd went out to meet those ppl going suzhou..most of the guys seem got leadship qualites..the gers seem those guai guai type, not like me very talkative,..but the 2 guys tat i staying wif seems quite gd and helpful..hehe..gd gd gd i like..then after tat met up wif playmate to eat some hotel buffet...tat buffet is super super jialat..paid $47+ heng is one for one if not damn really damn bo hua..but ytd i paid for playmate since its his bday then i have nothing to giv him also..so yeah..anw i wont go there to eat nxt time.its super duper cui max...alrights then after our buffet, we went starbucks to chill out..hehe..chatted and crapped kinda wif him..hmm actually this guy really cant make my day..go out wif him always feel very relaxed and happy..then ytd i praise him tat he has become more muscular..then he was very shuang dao and was trying to show off tat its one yr of hard work leh..haha then i laughed..cos ytd i tinked he really not bad looking esp when he wore the tight fitting shirt..hehe, but still the sparks is gone liao la.so no use !

anw this few wks i will be super busy wif many stuff..need to read up alot of my suzhou trip..lol..and i wanna learn tennis from playmate also and met up wif my friends before i fly..

~suzhou finally confirmed ~

i am on my amiss of exams, and wed i was called up for the interview.and i didnt know i could actually got in cos i really talked crap sia..the person ask me to intro abt my studies.then i duno wat to talk also..then ask me wat position i keen..then i say i open to all options cos i duno wat i wanna work as also..actually i go china is more of holiday than work..anw got ppl to sponser me for this china i am more happy sia, no need to fork out money to pay myself.damn shoik !!

anw thur i really wanted to take mc for 3003 liao cos i felt tat if i were to take 03 in yr 4 then maybe i can do better cos afterall i have studied it before liao in yr 3..cos i didnt wan to screwed up my GPA this sem.cos i have no idea of this module since i nv really touch this module before.lol. and some more wat can be more suay is tat when i "Planned" to take Mc, i actually really got sick and kana mild fever on wed nite..and my head is hurting terribly cos of the headache..wah i really damn suay man..when want to take MC, god make me really sick..darn ! but heng tat paper wasnt as bad as i thought leh..at least i didnt regret nv taking MC.if nt yr 4 must see 3003 again..

then today's 07 paper is cui..wa lao i tink my 03 paper better than this 07 la..sian leh..results cui liao..anw i onli left 3 wks like tat then i will be flying off liao..haiz damn scared man..i will be flying off at 13th jan..i scared i will cry on tat day man..half a yr man, duno if i will miss home or nt,...haiz..anw i going to stay wif this guy who is going to same company as me..he is from mse too, but its kinda weird to stay wif a guy..afterall i have less freedom..have to be catious of my actions..actions cant be too big..but anw sad to say after this exams, agnes and yh will be leaving sch by the time i come bac from suzhou..lion will not be around liao..lol haven got a chance to talk to him seh..although tat time he did ask agnes if i am in sch or nt..aiya tat time so near exam i cant be in sch liao cos i sure very distracted one.if i continue to stay in sch sure cant study one.if its 2-3 wks before sch, then i sure stay more often in sch.

~my mind is very luan now ~

2 days alrdy and i have yet to study much.die ! I kept on sleeping..wa lao at this rate, how am i going to finish..die..totally damn scared this sem..cos it seem tat this sem i keep on dreaming..and these 2 days i was very distracted by the news tat they wanna opt out of our china IA trip..haiz initally i wasnt much affected as i was very calm, but when i was alone studying halfway through, my mind just couldnt stopped worrying and being fearful..but i guess i really hope at least one of them would continue to go the trip wif me..though i know 90% its unlikely..sigh..the ytd the sch office called me and said tat i was selected for the loreal interview.to me, it was gd news cos i wanted to enter this company compared to the rest of companies in suzhou.but then the issue is no one tat i knew is going to suzhou..most of them ended up in shanghai..haiz..i really scared staying in a foriegn land when i have no one to approach to when i have problems..i need at least one friend so tat i wouldnt feel fearful.i doubt its hard to describe wat i am feeling now..REALly..going overseas to study and work has always been my dream, dad is very supportive of it even despite knowing tat i have no friends coming wif me..mum was kinda against it, cos she feels unsafe..ok from her point of view i can understand how she feels...for me, i also equally scared wat..its half a yr leh..i duno wat is going to happen to me over there..i might get killed over there if i am suay max..who knows..who knows there might disasters then i would lose my life over there..all these are really uncertain..i dared nt say all these to my parents so tat they wouldnt worry much for me..but inside me, i really did think through alot..agnes and yh kept on telling me not to forgo this trip cos its really a rare opportinuity..yeah i tink so, but in the first place, i must convinced myself first tat i will be happy over there.i need alot of assurance too ! i am just scared tat i have no one to approached to when i have problems over there..i guess even an independant person like me really do have my weak side, though i appear to be strong pretty much..but eventually at the end of the day, i still hope at least one of them would change their mind and continue the trip wif me. if i am really alone, i am sure to freak out..honestly, today i cried over there cos was kinda upset over this issue, but i guess i shall keep myself busy for now.shouldnt worry abt this til exams end..haiz.

~thank you yh n agnes ~

anw tonite i suddenly feel very xin fu to have them..cos today might be the last session tat we study together le.i am really glad to have yh's company, going bac to the jc days were we study hard together.agnes too was great ! ahem today she tried revealing my presence to "rabbit" and i do feel abit happy when rabbit said tat he did have some impression of me..at least better than nv see me before rite..lol..anw wanna thanks both of u guys for having my this sem a great one.nv felt happy for a long time since i was usually alone in sch most of the time after sch as my clique always nt ard.i was glad that at least i have both of them.

and today we discussed abt our placement..most wanted to opt out..but i am very luan cos i really very keen to go one, just tat i scared i duno anyone going to tat particular state.if i were to know just one person, then tat will be enough for me..to me, friends not really a big consideration as to wether to go or nt.cos i am rather indepedent.but being independant in SG and overboard might be diff..perhaps i might have overestimated myself in a certain way.but anw my feelings are very luan now.yh was beside me and she saw all the convo..we have the same personality, quite explain why we click so well.tat time she also went US alone.and she survived it through..for me, i relaly duno..although i may appear strong, but the inner side of me might not be..i am quite fearful actually..becos i travelled abroad quite a couple of times myself..naturally will have certain things tat i am scared of.

For now, i would say that life is just like taking a gamble, if you nv try u nv know.and i am trying to convince myself tat i can do it.since my bro can do it, so naturally as his older sis, i should be able to do it too.and if i nv stepped out of my comfort zone, i would nv know how is it like.i guess perhaps after through this trip i will grow to be more mature, perhaps learn to appreciate ppl more.half a yr is quite long actually.but i guess i will just treat it as a learning experience for me to discover more abt myself.who knows i might discover things which i might not discover myself..

~i am glad to have the 2 of you!~

ytd i was still telling yh tat i am really very glad and happy tat this sem i have her and agnes to pei me practically everyday after sch..yh will pei me in the nite time.agnes will pei me in the morning and afternoon..lol..then we were talking abt why this sem we only started to be closer..cos yh was busy wif bf all along, til currently she is single, so she have more time for me.then agnes since she is doing her FYP this yr, so apparently she spend more time in sch..haiz nxt yr i will be alone again.sian..cos the 2 of them would have graduated.no one to pei me now.haiz.

ytd online lect was down.damn shit man, cos wasted my time as i alrdy planned out nicely wat i wanna listen..sian i have to piah liao..NO TIME !

~home cook food !~

ytd was mugging in sch with yh and shuan, then apparently the nite after 7pm, we kept on eating..lol cos yh mum brought home cook food from yishun to sch..her mum cooking is awesome ! so we ate in yh hall and after which continue mugging..lol then at 10 plus at nite, shuan's friend came when i wanted to go home tat time..lol, then he brough popiah from my 24 hr coffeeshop there..sinful man, ytd really had a super heavy meals for all the 3 meals.
ytd wasnt effective..darn, didnt manage to finish even 1 online lect cos i was busy finishing up my 05 assignment..how how how? left only ard 1 wk and i need to clear finish 8 online lect.jiayou man..
ytd yh was saying, eh through out uni life no one jio me meh? ..haha then i said got la, but i dun like..LOl.i guess perhaps my expectation kinda high, alrights left 2 more yrs to look..dun have then tat's it..too bad, then i will remain single for my rest of my life..actually being single not too bad either at times..got freedom to do watever u wan..

~lion or rabbit can i own u?~

1.5 wks more to exam and i still doing project..wat the hell, this is just the life of a yr 3 student...i totally darn pissed.cos always cant finish my things one..wed was totally damn screwed..came to sch wanted to study and mug for my elective, but apparently i wasnt effective at all.the comp lab was just too noisy to study and i was too occupied disturbed by ppl ard me..cos wed had some photoshoot at the comp lab..then i was totally occupied by the lion cos apparently he is eye candy and tat day during the photoshoot, he really looks wow..not to mention the other yr 4 guys who were selected for the photoshoot.but apparently, of all lion is still considered the best..haha..apparently, lion did noticed my presence cos he is agnes friend..lol but still trying hard to know him as a friend.not easy..i waiting for the christmas eve to come cos they have gathering. ;) hehe..

thur was busy at home mugging, but it wasnt really tat effective cos i kept on falling asleep..then fri elective was somewat cui cos i didnt studies finish and the test was hard if non mse ppl were to take..but anw we have ppl to copied from..so yeah..03 clicker test was totally cui max..dun mentioned abt the grade liao..anw ytd i was kinda stunned by my eye candy actually waved to me on the bus sia..initally i didnt see him one, but then i saw someone keep waving then i suddenly realised "eh its him!" but i wasnt really excited cos my mood was totally dampen by the rain cos i was walking bac to my workplace, but apparently i ended up in the wrong place cos i lost my way ! as usual, this is the blur qm who always get lost.

today its sat, but i haven do anything..totally damn stress liao man..2 projects waiting for me to finish ! darn ! and totally i was totally pissed cos go library find a txtbk also cant find when references book should be there one.then on my way to sch, i was totally dirtied by the pool of mud til all my legs and bag got dirty..wah tat time i was just freaking darn pissed off cos its just not my day !

~placement still nt out~

haiz my GIP IA company stil not out yet..haiz i tink most likely will end up in the sec tier states, but i am fine with it since they will top up 2.3k for me to spend.i dun mind..hehe as long as i got money over there to spend...anw if i were to get shanghai, my confirmed uni would be fudan uni, which is very establised man..actually i prefer to go fudan than jiao tong uni, which i got..but all my clique gotton into jiao tong, except me who got into fudan..anw today i was mugging in sch with my 2 gd jc friends, then i told them abt my placement..they told me if i were to always follow my clique, then i would not be able to expand my social circle..actually wat they say is true to certain extend..actually since i am in a diff uni with them , so let it be ba..i guess only when i am alone, then i will make effort to know more ppl..perhaps this 2 gd friend of mine has similar thinking as me..the 3 of us are independant ppl...we can travel overseas even without much friends..and i feel tat's how one become and learn to be independant..duno why i just dun like to rely on ppl..prefer to do things myself since young. and today vic suddenly chat with me online, which kinda stunned me cos i nv chatted with him on fb before..but anw he said tat if one wan to be indepedant no need go overseas to learn to be indepedant wat..wat he say is true, but i really want to try to learn to be indepedant without the presence of my parents..cos my parents kinda over protective at times, i wanna proof to them tat i can actually survive well by myself..tat's just me...cos i dun really have much family warmth, which explains why my bro cant be bothered to come bac SG even during his holidays for yrs alrdy..he rather use the money to travel to other countries with his friends..so for me, i tink i am the same as my bro, since the sch is sponsering my trip, why not just go for it..
but ken is gonna bac out from this cos she will be alone in shanghai..actually i can understand how she feels..if i were her, i would probably reluctant and scared to go..but eventually in the end, i will force myself to make friends and continue going for the trip..cos kinda bored in SG man..need some space to venture out of SG...

yawns, this wk got so many tests..i haven started any..still trying hard to catch up on online lect..i am freaking tired liao man..

~sparkles are alrdy dead~

last wk was busy with the 05 presentation.freak man, this project freaking wasting time is finally coming to an end...FINALLY..cos i tink i have wasted lots of time during project meet up cos apparently our grp nt really effective in meets up esp ppl like me will tend to gossip after a while.lol..anw our presentation kinda screwed cos the examiner asked qns tat are totally damn lame and unexpected..siao one sia, how would student like us know man..or rather we are not really tat zai cos afterall we are just yr 3 student, not PHD students.anw the qns he asked me was kinda lame man on the video..and no one can get it ans it except BY.and he asked one term as to wat it means, heng i know man, if not i tink i cant even ans any one of his qn...but nevertheless i still tink tat overall my grp presentation is really gd..but my invidual presentation kinda cui la..at least tat day i have more eye contact wif him cos i tried to speak slower then can eye contact..

anw after the presentation i was damn relax liao man...damn shoik..then fri nite all of us went to comp lab to rush our 02 project.this proj also freaking waste time and tedious..i do until my eyes so pain la, cos cant tahan liao..then initally ytd (sat) wanted to piah finish all my project before going out wif playmate, but ended up i damn tired so decided to go out wif him to relax awhile..we went shopping..actually quite shoik when i am not occupied wif sch stuff at all..the feeling is just great..so sat he came to my sch to study while i rush out my 02 project..but damn suay the air con was not functioning when we were there, and it started functioning only when we left..-diao- after tat we went off ard 3 plus to bugis for the flea market cos he wanted to get his black nerdy spects then i wan to go the flea also.so xun bian shop there..but the flea market so big i didnt manage to see anything i like..actually its just too messy..too lazy to dig cos afterall the walkway so squeezy and small, so mafan..actually ytd i saw a very sexy dress, but i not slim enough to wear it, if i were slim enough i sure buy..haha and he agreed wif me too ! after shopping went to eat at NYdc..their pizza is great and worthwhile for the price..hehe..and ytd wanted to eat the cakes one lo cos damn tempting but then we bo se de cos abit ex..so after tat he went to drink starbucks instead...but i didnt drink cos as usual i dun touch coffee related stuff cos i am a perfectionist for teeth..i dun like stained or yellow teeth..but ppl always say u can always guggle ur teeth after drinking coffee..but i tink its no use cos after u drink it, the stain will slowly develop without u knowing tat..then cos last min he has to rushed home to fetch his aunt, so he kinda feel guilty pang seh me cos we agreed to eat my favourite tao hua after eating dinner, so i asked to him to fetch his aunt instead then no need pei me eat the tao hua le cos i am really alright eating tao hua alone one..duno why he kinda feel guilty over it cos he keep insisting tat its ok, he can pei me eat..but i dun see the need, cos anw i always eat alone outside,so it doesnt matter.then ytd he kept tempting me wif starbucks cos the cherry drink was nice cos the coffee isnt tat strong..in fact it taste more like some chocolate drink..so i had a slip cos just wanna try out the taste then he kept on asking me to drink more but i dun wan cos its COFFEE afterall..i tink he is just guilty over it, so he trying to buy me drink to cover his guiltyness..lol..

anw ytd went out wif him i asked him kinda lots of stuff over relationship cos i was kinda curious and i dun feel anything for him now, so i dared to ask..but if its last time, i am sure tat i dun dare to ask one cos i am just scared everything will be too obvious..actually ytd i feel tat things are quite possible between us just tat none of us want to take initative nia..cos i can see tat he dun take initatiiveto jio girls one..cos he say he duno how to go abt doing it..and my theory always say tat i dun jio guys too cos i wait for ppl to jio me one..but i tink if i were to like him again and if i were to tell him how i feel abt it, i am kinda sure chances can be quite high..but then too bad, the sparkles are alrdy over and gone ! LOl..anw this guy kinda knows and understand me really well..i guess 2 yrs friendship isnt for nothing..this yr christmas will be celebrating his bday for him..hmm perhaps will buy him cakes since he like to eat cakes so much..lol..

~he kept on appearing my mind~

this sem have been pretty close wif agnes and yh..after sch we will find each other for company..lol..tat's the benefit of being single..but anw nxt sem i will be overseas, then both of them shall accompany each other but once i am in yr 4 i will be totally alone..haiz sian cos they would have graduated by then..so this sem is somehow my last spending time wif them..actually duno why these few days when i am at home my mind kept on drifting alot..totally cant focus at all..darn..tat 07 CA i only spend one day to piah finish and i am totally drained after tat cos imagine i have to piah the whole syallbus in one day cos the day before i was too slack thinking tat i have alot of time to study.but i was wrong.so ended up i didnt study finish the 2nd part which explains why i duno how to do much of the qns over there though i could have done it cos i did rmb wat the lecture thought on the online lect, just tat some ans i am not certain.darn, if i have studies, i would have scored better.anw i am damn happy tat my elective got an A for both CA..so i shall depend on my last CA liao..hopfefully overall can get an A then it will be damn shoik..actually this elective really damn shoik..cos the 2nd CA both me and hm didnt really study much or rather we cant really rmb much stuff cos we didnt really study hard for it.so we have to practise our eye power to copy, and luckily we copied from the rite person..lol.

anw this few days i was thinking over my china trip cos it seems tat i dun really have much time before i fly off..to be exact i onli have ard 1.5mths left..shit tat's damn fast..actually i am really scared of lots of things, just tat i dun show nia..i really scared all of us will be split up cos the chances are really high from wat i see now..i guess some of us will be split to shanghai and suzhou..i have really too much fear and concerns tat i cant stop worrying abt..haiz..i scared of having no one to accompany me over there cos afterall i am in a foreign land where i duno anyone..i scared tat i will be damn blurr and cant find out ways and directions to travel ard cos i am really bad in directions.i am too many concerns to worry abt !!!!!!!!! haiz how how how??? money not really an issue now cos i have the money liao.so all i have to do is to be more thifty, dun anyhow spend things, but i tink i sure splurge one, cos the things over there cheap like dirt, sure buy lots of stuff.

and these 2 days ly kept on appearing on my mind..i duno how things will turn out in the nxt half a yr..i scared i wont come bac safety or rather i really duno how i will become like? i might change for the better or change for the worst..who knows..i really scared i dun have the chance to tell him tat..really tempted to tell him wat i feeling deep in my heart. but i really dun dare leh..i scared tat if things turn bad, i will lose this friendship, but if i were successful then might chances some progression..aiya but i always look at the bad side, so i choose not to tell him wat i feeling inside.but i really feel like telling him before i fly off cos i scared i will regret..and i am not really sure why i tend to get very emotional esp when i am leaving the ppl around me for long.cos i really not sure wat will happen to me in the nxt half a yr..duno i seem like a dying person who want to cherish my last moments tat i spend wif my friends for the remaining 1 month plus.cos i tink i will be alone in china after tat.

and ytd went out wif playmate to clark quay cos we wanted to try the pizza at timbre, but ended up there super alot of ppl and the queue was damn long, so ended up i suggested going riverside indo restuarant cos its been yrs tat last ate there.and they serve super nice food, but we reached there, it closes down !!!! then ben was really damn sian cos we took really long to find tat place and he was sweating like mad..and the sian thing is tat it closed down..=_= so walking endless we endedup in the shopping mall having ramen at one autentic jap resturant..its kinda nice, but then kinda ex..anw nxt wk might probably go out for shopping wif him cos he wanted to get tat nerdy black spects.actually i wan to get it too, but then too ex, bu se de buy.lol.and anw nxt wk i go lots of test coming up ..duno if i wanna meet wif him to shop leh cos quite stress..he say he is free la.then he gave me tat expression then i smiled..he say its me who is not free ..

anw while taking train wif agnes to meet him, then agnes ask if he got chance or nt..i said abit hard leh..its really hard though i am kinda close wif him..cos i know him too well liao la..abit hard to be couple.i dun like the too sou feeling..and moreover its kind of impossible la..if we like each other will be together liao, no need wait til now then get together.its been 2 yrs liao leh cos this yr i will be celebrating his 25th bday..anw today really have to piah liao..16 online lect waiting for me..freaking damn stress.sucks man.forver cant finish.

~i have no time to go out !~

haiz this wk was supposed to meet playmate cos tat time we agreed to meet up cos he wan to do eyecheck or wat de ..and he wans to wear spects cos his vision is getting blurer.but then i tink tis wk kinda not free liao man..tues need to catch up online lect.wed and thur need to mug whole day for the 07 CA, which is the whole syllabus..siao one man..by fri i will be totally drained..and duno fri stil got proj meeting for oral presentation or nt.if have i sure sian diao.cos i dun wan meet sun and go all the way to kambangan just for oral presentation practise.so lame la...

anw today i saw my jc sch mates tat we usually hang out for class gathering..his first reaction was " wah why sudden this drastic change to ur hair?" haha i told him i just wanted to change la..wow, so it means i really did change physcially in terms of look with these gold ah lian hair..but then i stil like this colour despite my mum saying tat i am damn ah lian..too bad, she is just not hip enough for this hair colour.anw i am pretty stressed up now man..so many online lect tat i forever cant catch up finish with..its really piling up like some snow ball now.and the freaking presentation, its really taking darn lot of my time man ! seriously, i shall heck liao man,dont do well also cant be bothered liao cos its really taking lots of my time.

anw i have been pretty amused by the teeth photos tat keneith post. somewat it seems tat i have more interest to study dentistry than my own engin course man..cos i am someone who loves my teeth alot, so naturally, i was very amused by how those plague and cavities form in the teeth..but yeah, i am not tat smart to enter dentistry so say liao also no use.lol.

~elective test sucks~

anw ytd was thinking for quite some time if i should come for class or nt since i have elective test on sat..but anw eventually i still went the 07 tut cos i fall asleep on wed so wasnt listening..but then i go again onli can understand abit nia..but at least better than not manage to understand at all rite? lol..anw tat day so qiao he also tat slot..so we did talked to each other and joke abit..afterall this "iceman" has somewat changed my opinion of him.actually he is someone tat can joke wif..but anw i tink after i get to know him, the eye candy feeling like abit tone down liao..duno why also..i guess now i know him le, so the admirer feeling has somewat become lesser..lol..duno la..anw i forgo my elective just for tat 07 tut man, cos the lecturer said tat the tut will be impt for the upcoming CA.so bo bian..

and today the elective test seriously sux max cos i didnt really study in depth..so most of it i i copied.actually this test can score one if u really study hard..but then i didnt cos i was last min..so yeah and hm also dun really study hard for it. so i guess we have to test our eye power man.anw just hope tat we dun do so jialat can liao..lol..anw nxt CA test i really wan to sit beside this guy from mse liao..he say why we nv jio him sit together..aiya is he nv see us ma.if not i sure very happy to get smart ppl sitting beside me one.

~shuang dao~

ytd one of my friend saw me and he was abit stunned cos its been long since he last seen me..then he said i changed alot, become prettier somehow..lol actually hear liao heart gt abit shuang dao cos at least i changed for the better..he said its becos of the golden hair i have now and probably i have changed my dressing slightly as compared to last sem..aiya cos last sem really no motivation to dress up ma..but now at least this sem somewat got more motivation to dress up..so yeah..moral of the story is there isnt chou nu ren, only got lan nu ren..actually he is not the first to say tat. actually other long lost working friend saw me also couldnt recognise at one instance, i guess the hair colour really makes lots of diff man.i prefer gold hair, but then i cant keep dying and bleahing ma..perhaps i will wait til for nxt yr when i have graduation ceremony then bleach my hair again.

hai and i hate to say this, studying yr 3 really sucks..freak man, so many projects to do and i spend like 6-8hrs just to write on my section.but at least this time they didnt say anything, if not i will be surely sian diao one cos i spend so much effort of cos dun wan ppl to tink tat i giv rubbish work.so yeah, afterall its abt responsibility man.u needa do watever u have to do.darn and now so many things to catch up wif, i totally no time to run.shit, i seriously need to run more cos my face really losing the heart shaped face liao.

~i have been thinking really alot~

anw wkend i was at home mugging for the 01 test..totally freak out man, cos sat i damn slack, then sun piah all the way..totally drained now..anw lucky tat recycled a few qns..and past few days i was thinking when u actually have the chance to travel aboard, and when the time is really up, u feel kinda reluctant to leave now..cos i was looking at my calendar, and its 2 months from my departure..duno wat's is holding bac me this time..but the feeling is kinda be se de..scared no friends ard and i am scared tat i will be left alone in china..duno lah, once i go there everything gonna start from scatch..i have to learn to survive by myself by hook or crook half a yr..

lately seems like my tao hua seems not bad..but then why all not up to standard one..lol if there is someone like ly this kind, i would definitely be happy, but ly ly ly i really dared not tell him even up to the last chance i was closed to him..forget it man, its gone, i can onli see him after i come bac from china !

~i feel kinda happy hanging out with playmate ~

last wed wasnt effective at all man..totally waste of time on proj cos partially i was half asleep cos i was freaking shagged..then after tat slept in the library for a while before started mugging..and the day just ended like tat..then ytd went out wif playmate cos decided to return his tennis racket cos i doubt i will have time to play for now, cos kinda busy wif lots of tests and project deadlines.then as usual i missed the bukit timah food centre bus stop cos i duno why the bus tat i took somehow nv passed by there, or rather my friends told me the wrong directions ! so i ended up at the serene centre there, so decided to ask him to meet at island creamy first before heading for our dinner since i alrdy there liao..anw ytd we bought one tube of ice cream and share half half..gosh, freaking damn sinful man..and since i felt tat i have somewat become more buah liao, so i asked him if i did gain any weight since its been some time he didnt see me..and he said yes ! OMG, so i guess its time for vigourous exercise liao..last time when i last met him he said i slimmed down, but now i gained weight liao..my face is less sharp..haiz, it wasnt easy to maintain tat sharp heart shaped face cos my face did slimmed down after the wisdom tooth operation, but now gainned bac..DARN ! i shall eat lesser junk food from now..and ytd after eating we went to the food centre and i ended up eating 2 plates of food cos he got my idea wrongly..i wanted to share wif him cos i dun wan eat so much..but then ended up he bought 2 plates of food for me..one plate of carrot cake and hokkien mee..wa lao this guy really out to make me fat sia..and anw since he said tat i did gain weight, i am now more motivated to run more liao..wanna increase my rounds to 15 rounds today since i ate almost half a tube of ice cream..siao liao man..

anw this guy kinda fun to hang out wif..cos i really feel very happy and relax when i am wif him..i guess he is just a crappy guy who makes me laugh..and somewat he kinda knows me well sia..and he is going to teach me tennis after my exams in DEC..cos anw he so zai, dun let his talent waste away, so must teach me..haha..actually i myself not really sure why i have the sudden surge to learn tennis too..i have the feel to learn squash too, but then seems like ppl play more of tennis and squash..but i guess a noob person like me sure take damn long to learn tennis cos i tink its damn hard la..but anw i forsee tat he have the patience to teach me, so should be ok..hehe..anw duno why suddenly have the feel to karjiao him if there is any ger who likes him in sch or nt since he tease me tat the carrot cake ah beng kept on looking at me..(which is true cos i saw tat too ) and he asked me to use my charm to ask the carrot cake guy to give me more chilli , but then i pei seh ...but in the end i still ended up asking for more cos no chilli really not nice sia..anw not sure why i dare to ask him if he thought of finding any gf or nt for now, when in the past when i like him tat time i totally dun dared to ask at all..lol i really duno why man..now when i dun feel for him le, i feel tat i can talk any rubbish i wan, and tat's includes relationship..

and ytd my clique friends said, u are no longer young anymore..and u always like ppl but nv let them know tat..lol but then i really dun like ppl to like me just becos i like them cos like tat it wouldnt be lik-ing someone liao..its just like returning a person's love..and moreover i always like to admire ppl from far..and when i truely knows the eye candy i might not feel for him anymore..i not sure why this happens too,but tat's just me..i just like the an lian ppl's feeling..actually of all the guys, i still prefer ly afterall cos his thinking kinda mature and outgoing.playmate is fun but thinking not matured enough..mr cool is just too cool..see me sometimes dao me..dun really like man..i prefer more outgoing one.

~the final last dental session~

today dental session was pretty nice but was kinda sad cos he told me this is the last time he will be seeing me for dental cos he will be graduating by nxt april, which i will be overseas by then.so kinda impossible to ask him for another dental check..so i say nvm after my china trip, i will come bac find u..then he say ok ! then i said ON man.aiya i will follow him for my rest of my dental check up..dun wan him to intro his juniors to me..cos anw i am used to him cleaning up my teeth for me...anw today was kinda a chatty session..kinda talk quite abit of crap and he was educating me on how to brush teeth and stuff like tat.then i say he nag alot jokingly, but of cos i dun mean tat la..actually he was nice though..then i suan him jokingly cos i was just bored.then i told him my abmition is to be air steward after graduating, then he laughed at me..wa lao then i was reasoning out wif him why i cant have tat air steward seh..i feel tat actually the 2 of us click pretty well huh..just tat dun have the opportunity to talk and find out more abt him..how i hope i would be smarter then i will be in sch of dentistry and know more abt him..but too bad, i am not smart ! anw i still prefer him over the mse eyecandy..tat mse eyecandy is kinda dao at times..and i dun like the coldness and cool-ness in him..anw ly friend actually smiled to me when he saw me..wa lao why tat time when i was working there, he always pretend not to smile to me then when i leave sch of dentistry then smiled to me..lol..i should have make friends wif him earlier then can join them for lunch cos i always dun wan join them cos i feel extra inside his clique of friends. anw my teeth really nice today huh after polishing..hehe and one thing is today he damn close to my face la..cos he was helping me to remove my calculus then i tink he cant really see properly or rather his skills lously la..so his face was super duper here mine..and i was damn pei seh..wanted to say " eh can u not be so close to my face.." but i guess i should just keep it the way it is although i kinda pei seh..i did took glances at his eyes once a while which i nv did before all the past 12 dental appt.cos i dun dare.but anw its the last one liao, dun care man.wah actually closer look, i tink his eyes really small huh, but then overall he stil looks gd somewat.

haiz anw today whole day spend time on proj..kinda wasted lots of time man cos its not efficient and i feel kinda lost also..anw today i decided to dress up and everyone first rxn was " where u going out today? going on date ah?" lol the diff so much meh..i onli draw my eyes nia wat..the rest i did nothing..and the guys was saying, ur eye lash fake one rite?? then i emphasized NO its not ! its REAL lashes..perhaps i should be happy tat my lashes are kinda long man, but this is becos i cut and trim my lashes before in jc..lol..now i dun dare cut liao man..although i know tat it can grow longer..anw nxt wk got lot of test..stress max..got super duper alot to catch up !

~i tink tat guy kinda serious man~

wa lao tat french guy actually send me msg on fb..zzz..he sounded sincere, but then doubt i will reply him la..i also not keen to make friend wif him ! he stil intro himself as soccer player..lol as if i duno like tat..his fb got so many things on soccer..anw i tink i am a kinda a hard ger to jio at times or rather most of the times i am just too picky cos i only like " taned malay look alike guys"..anw wat i wanna say is tat when i dun really feel for u then its hard la..if i tink its rite then its rite, else no feeling means no feeling. try harder BILL ( this french guy)

~i guess afterall i do have some attractiveness.lol~

guess wat, today i was on my way to teach piano, and this wonderful student of mine, again forgotted tat today actually have piano..what the shit man, waste my time travelling there.but anw her sister kinda have lots of chemistry doubts so ended up i went there to teach tuition for her younger sister..lucky at least i earn abit man..if not really waste my time travel there.but anw on my way bac, i was walking to pioneeer mrt station and i walked past this black skin guy, or rather i named him as some african guy cos i see his skin colour super dark ma..then he said " where is ur umbrella??" then i was like "HUH? wat umbrella??" then he said " green umbrella.." then i was ohhhhh...cos before tat when i was walking towards my student hse, i carried an umbrella cos its freaking duper hot man..and i dun wan my freckles to grow more, so yeah took out umbrella to cover the heat from the sun..but anw i was stunned cos i didnt know he actually noticed tat i am actually carrying a green umbrella.aiya i tink perhaps maybe i am just too striking liao..cos afterall its lime green umbrella ! but anw tat's not the main pt..he was damn direct la..he asked me, can i be ur friend?? and what's ur name..i was like erm......then i smiled cos i cant find any excuse at tat point of time..or rather i wan to siam him liao, but cant tink of any reason cos i suddenly got mental block under such a scary encounter..but anw i kept on refusing telling him my name, and told him tat hmm nvm its ok..actually i not answering his qn as to wat's my name, but nvm cos i dun feel like telling him also..cos i tink this guy is just random and weird la..he says i like you, so i wanna be friend wif u..when i heard tat i was like zzz..tat's such a typical sentence i always hear from guys...find better pick up line ba..so since i was very reluctant to tell him my contacts and name, so he said can i add u on fb instead.i still said nvm again..lol..i tink my dictonary at tat pt of time only have "nvm" this word..cos i really not keen la ! so dun keep fanning me..then he asked me where i am going, then i tinking deep in my heart like why? dun tell me u wan to follow me? so i faster told him tat "err, i wanna buy some bread.." phew then after tat heng he didnt followed me..since he kept on bugging me for my facebk then i finally gave him..but i dun wan confirm him as a friend..so lame la..cos i dun like ppl to see my photos when i duno who they are ! but anw after taking a peep at his profile, i was really amazed tat he is a soccer player..actually from his seh can see tat he is a soccer player cos he look sporty.honestly, duno why my life always revoke ard soccer guys man...but then, too bad he is a blackie.but he is a white, perhaps i might confirm him as a friend.afterall having an ang mo friend not bad huh..and wat stunned me is tat he actually can speak fluent chinese..lol..and he tried convo-ing wif me in chinese..impressed man..

alrights, nxt update will be on my eye candy..wa lao today i tink everything is just damn damn pei seh..they say i faster run away when i see him..cos initally wanted to take a peep at him nia cos i thought i saw in front of me initally but after tat he MIA, then my friend say tat i looking at him so loud, then i was like OMG this is damn damn pei seh, hopefully he didnt heard it..and honestly speaking, i duno if he saw it or nt..if he sees it its seriously gonna be damn pei seh..actually i didnt run away la..i was just walking damn fast cos i duno how to react at tat time..sudden mental block sia..but anw i tink i stil prefer to see him from far leh..i like the admirer feeling and screctly looking at ppl from far behind..although he did say hi to me, but somehow this time i dun hav tat shuang dao feeling as before..lol
...anw this is taking really slow sia and there is no progress at all la..wanna learn tennis from him, but i dun dare say..so pei seh la..haiz this sem going to end soon liao leh..if no improvement means no hope liao la..cos anw nxt sem i wont be in spore liao..even no chance..haiz..anw this is so so demoralising...if he is llike tat french guy who approach me, then i will be super freaking damn happy..but too bad, NO !

anw i was tinking should i go for the MM competition??? cos my heart really feels llike going there man...but then i dun have the courage to face him..afterall its through this competition tat we got together..and moreover its not at a shopping centre now, unlike before, its held at ngee ann poly this yr and i heard its the last yr liao..i seriously have to reason to tell him why i am there if i were to see him cos why on earth would i go ngee ann poly for??? how how how, heart really wan to go , but physcially dun dare to go !

haiz this wk is gonna damn damn tiring for me..super alot of things to catch up wif and nxt wk will be CA liao and i haven did much for my proj,..DIE and this wk going out again..gonna meet up wif playmate..so much things to do ...RARR !

~visiting dental ~

anw this wk was kinda busy for me man..shit, duno wat i busy wif also man..tues was out for a hair cut at town then whole nite gone..thur was idling around doing nothing or rather the project meeting wasnt efficient at all..fri went ard eating buffet..sat and sun busy listening to online lect..haiz this sem my time mangement seriously damn screwed man..totally no time to relax, even though i am more hardworking than last sem..but bo bian cos this sem got 2 4 AU course to catch up..and i am seriously damn irritated cos once i managed to catch up one, the new ones will come..this is damn shitty man..

anw this coming wk gonna busy again..and tues ly ask me come down for dental..hehe of cos i say ok la, since he wants to clean my teeth for me, even though i kinda find it a chore to travel down there and its like super early at 8am ~! but i guess its worth while after getting a nice shiny teeth after polishing..hehe

anw at times i really wonder why he still single man, moreover its not like he has no looks like tat..his packs on his body is really SOLID man..and i dun believe none of the gers wont like him cos afterall he is those sporty kind and although he is not the most gd looking over there, but at least his looks is consider not bad if he were to compared to our sch student.hmmm..or maybe he is just too picky?? anw i tink he really got bian shuai over the yrs cos i see his old photos he doesnt seems to look gd..hehe

~i know i am crazy~

today sch reopen again ! haiz my routine life starts again..anw today i was kinda happy when eye candy wave to me..hehe at least he didnt pretend not to see me cos i always pretend not to see him, although i am well very aware tat i seen him..lol, moreover i am such an observant person, how can i see ppl. cos i really duno wat to talk to him sia, so pretend is the best... actually i didnt really see him waving to me, cos as usual i cant see clearly, then i started squeezing my eyes, then i was OHHH its HIM ! hehe

actually wanted to sit beside him de, but then later like too obvious, cos he has no friends to sit wif, so he sit wif strangers..anw today my friend say what's the occasion today? why u wear so nice? haha and my ans was i was wear like tat de wat..lol which is quite is true wat..i am going to dress up this sem since i have motivation this sem to dress nicely..i am going to change the cui and nuah dressing last sem..i must appear in top condition this sem ..LOL.

and u know today i thought i saw my ex in MACS..i was like omg, is tat U??? cos afterall he is someone tat i used to loved alot, and at times i stil pinned on the times tat he taught me stuff on life, cos he is the guy tat i will nv forget.. so i rushed over and pretended to buy food from subway, but i am still not sure if its him or nt, cos i cant see clearly..apparently certain angle, somewat he dun look like him, but still i cant forget him after all these yrs..i am yr 3 in sch alrdy..haiz why didnt i ever get a chance to see him even from far??? i guess fate just doesnt exist for us

~i feel like crying out now~

i feel like crying out now but somewat i couldnt cry out any tears..its been a long time i felt like crying, i guess its yrs tat i last cried cos afterall ppl like me dun cry easily.i tink nxt time i should reborn as a guy rather than a ger cos i feel tat i am more manly.not sure why i felt tat..but i feel damn stress now..project kinda screwed and i was kinda upset over the sentence tat this particular grp member said to me..true indeed tat he is smarter than me la, but then can u not be so direct..haiz this is really hurting to ppl, esp to ppl like me who alrdy has low moral liao..i guess lately i am kinda emotionally unstable..moods swing kinda bad..get emo easily..can i just leave SG for now and hinbernate? i feel tat going sch also meaningless..now i know why maril always dun wan go sch..agnes cant be always there after sch for me cos she will be graduating this yr..and nxt sem i will off for GIP...haiz wat can i do now..haiz at times i really hope tat i can talk to someone who is super mature and guidge me and give me advice..cos i hav been bottling up kinda lots of stuff in my heart..so feel kinda vexed at times..but at times i just couldnt be bothered..anw sometimes my attitude towards a person can be very cold at times and yes i am referring to him, cos i felt tat i am kinda stalked..watever it is, i just dun feel comfortable..everything tat i wore and do, he also notice, its just zzzz...cos i dun like..if u wanna notice me, then just dun TELL ME>.cos i dun wan to know..so tat i can be myself..watever it is i am just tired, so at times i might be snappy towards a person too..watever it is i am just trying to say tat i am bad mood now !

anw ytd nite i was really touched by agnes msg..thanks for spuring me on ! the msg really did motivate me ;)

~i am so stressed~

haiz today is alrdy thur ! and i have yet to start revising anything..and i still left so many online lect to catch up...nt to mention abt the project ! haiz i tink the 05 proj is just freaking wasting time.super emo now, cos doesnt seems to be able to finish my stuff one..and today project meeting was kinda not effective cos end up everyone was doing their own stuff rather than discussing how to start the proj..haiz 2 days in a row wasted my time..cos the day before went smu to do, but apparently i was too tired and couldnt concentrate cos the day before i didnt sleep at all.so yeah was freaking hell tired.at times i just felt tat i am damn useless in the grp cos apparently i cant really contribute anything..or rather most of them are just too smart liao ..i felt totally useless and dumb inside the grp..haiz...anw today met up wif agnes in sch..she look super tired too ! and she say my face look kinda stress up and pek chek..and i told ya indeed i am very pek chek cos it seems tat i always have endless things to do...and i am really getting really tired of it..anw nxt wk gonna met up wif playmate for dinner..hopefully he can help me destress abit..somewat this joker always make me happier wif his lame jokes..lol..

anw recently in tat wsc camp, this guy was saying tat i look like i am someone from takwando..lol i was wondering which aspect of me seems tat i am from takewando?? so he trying to say tat i very muscular and strong? LOL ..honestly speaking i cant see myself being a takewando member..i guess perhaps i am kinda big size and look like someone who can protect myself..but anw i asked him in return, i look sporty meh to be a takewando memeber..then he said ya abit..haha then i laughed out, then yc was down there who begged to agree, cos i am not really a sports person..but then i do exercise, but not those vigourous one la.once a while will play abit of sports when i feel like it.but i guess over the yrs i am getting more sporty, cos of my change in personality..sm also said tat among our clique, it seems tat onli me and hm looks sporty , the rest seems like they dun exercise, which is very true ! LOL. alrights, perhaps i need to tanned more..

~the camp is just boring ~

ytd went for the camp, forgo my uni chalet cos i paid for the camp so just go lo..dun let my money go to waste..wah honestly speaking, i was damn bored..i keep kana foreit cos i cant be bothered to play and concentrate on those rythem games.and my foreit was to talk on the stage and say hello to everyone in the camp..wa lao super duper pei seh cos i became the attention of everyone..and i dun really like playing these lame games..i prefer something that is more interactive tat requires ppl to move ard so tat we can get more bonding. lol i tink i maybe more suited to join those sports cca cos at least i wont be bored out..wah seriously i can imagine tat i am actually the oldest in the grp..actually one look from my face can see alrdy..all those gers and guys are super young looking la..i am like some da jie to them..lol seriously i cant ask for more since i joined cca too late at yr 3 ! but at least my grp got one cute guy, so not too bad..haha at least got someone to look at..

anw just to side track abit..cos wt was asking me wat i wore on last fri tat those guys felt tat its sexy..honestly speaking, i dun tink its sexy leh..i tink its just very beach wear only..and sometimes i cant really differeniate wat is sexy and normal to me in terms of dressing, so i am kinda random in my dressing at times..when i free like dressing up i will dress up..if i sian then my dressing will shows tat i super dress down..anw actually i didnt realised tat my dressing was tat sexy til my friend said tat " wah today you so sexy ah !" haha then i laughed out saying " really meh?" cos i dun tink so..anw it has proven when my eye candy did turned bac openly and boldly to look at me when i walked past cos i caught him looking at me ! but i tink probably its becos his clique of friends were talking abt me tat's why he turned bac..initally i wasnt tat sure cos i thought they are looking at some pretty ger cos i was walking behind a pretty ger ma.so i thought tat perhaps i tink too much.but apparently his clique of guy friends too oblivious liao la..REALLY NO SKILLS, cos i can sense tat they are looking at me..or rather i should praise myself tat i have gd observance skills.. ;) cos i always like to observe ppl and perhaps i guess i am kinda sensitive towards the environment..anw tat is something to be happy abt..at least my dressing is getting more UPS ! whee ;)

sian leh, almost half the recess wk is gone..i have yet to done my proj research and revise..die liao man..so many things to catch up.

~not sure why lately i have been reflection alot !~

this few days doesnt seem to know why i tink so much man..i cant figure out too ! anw it can be a gd thing tat i am starting to reflect abt life once a while..perhaps sometimes wanna slow down my footsteps to see where i have gone wrong and improve on it..life is always uncertain and i will nv know how things will go through my life...anw my friend was telling me abt her god father and i was wondering, who are actually my relatives ah? my parents nv showed or intro me to any of them since young, so i nv know who they are..looks like i am really someone who lives in my own world who duno who are my cousins, aunties and uncles and relatives..perhaps they do exist, just tat i duno who they are, cos afterall i came from a broken family who has totally broken ties wif my aunties and uncles..aiya seriously wat is so gd over snatching the money left behind by my grandma..and so wat those aunties and uncles are damn rich..i serioiusly cant be bothered..i am just contended wif my simple life...i am not really sure of the story why things turned out this way since i was really very young tat time..

and i was counting how many close friends in mind, and i could count it in my 10 fingers..seriously its pathetic..to me those hi bye friends arent really close as compared to close friends cos we hardly can talk xin shi to them..and i feel tat as we grow older our friends tend to spend lesser and lesser time wif u cos we will be busy wif their work..as such, ppl like me who are still studying get to see them less often now as most of my friends have alrdy stepped out of student life and stepped into another phase of life, which is the work life..i guess only through often meet up then we can only maintain our close friendship..well, student life has its own gd thing and bad thing, it depends on how we perceive.honestly speaking, i was really happy when the 3 of us sat down at CAN A to talk rubbish cos its really damn long when we really sat down for dinner..i guess such simple meals just make ppl like me easily contended...at times, i also envy ppl who has a bonded family as i nv felt this kind of strong bonding in my family..it seems tat everyone is living in their own world in my family..bro is overseas for so long, and most of the time he cant be bothered to call bac..mum and dad nv really sat down for a real proper dinner also, so ppl like me cant be bothered also since everything in the hse lacks unity and bonding..and honestly speaking, i nv eaten a proper dinner before where all the 4 of us gets to sit on the table having a simple meal..tat's just my life..which explains why many at times i am just super heck care abt life..so now i am trying to change my way of thinking and improve for the better..

anw tmr is the camp..honestly speaking i gt the same grp as him and i was also offered to go another grp also..haha didnt know i "so popular"...lol..anw i dun really feel like being in the same grp as him cos i feel awarkward cos afterall i used to be his eyecandy, though not sure now is it or nt..and its pretty weird esp if i have to dance mass dance wif him cos i duno any other guy liao..i would rather find a stranger to dance wif, at least i wont see tat stranger again..aiya duno lah..wat's the reason of going this camp? i guess i am just bored needa expand my social network of friends...

and seriously this recess wk i am totally damn damn busy and screwed..got super alot of online lect to catch up wif..project and assigment..roar, this is damn irritating ! and i am forever lagged behind one..seriously uni life just sucks..

~haiz~

ytd the girl chill out dinner at can A was defintely a gossip session..its been long since we last met up for dinner.esp yh, though i always say see agnes everyday and everywk..so we thought abt life and everything tat goes ard our life..not to mention certain guys tat we are kinda interested in..ytd we were counting, we left 5 more yrs for me and yh to enjoy, but agnes left 6 yrs..somewat we just wouldnt wan to be tight down so fast, cos all the 3 of us have the same sentiments..we enjoy the freedom life..sometimes i tink i am just partly influenced by peer pressure also, cos its just tat its just weird at times..seriously last time i cant be bothered , but i realised as i grow older my thinking starts to change..yeah now i guess i am understand how my ex felt tat time..i finally see the LIGHT now..aiya but stil i would say lets just leave things up to fate ba..sometimes just couldnt be bothered wif tat also..

anw i always thought tat i can survive alone, cos i am rather the independant type..but today i felt tat perhaps i doesnt have tat strong will to survive alone after all..i guess sometimes i feel down and perhaps tat could be the reason..though agnes shared the same route as me, but i tink she is kinda more kelian than me..and when i asked her, she said tat she is used to it alrdy..perhaps i should really pshycho myself tat "look u gonna get used to it no matter how hard it gonna be.."haiz..

~playing tennis for the first time!~

ytd was busy shopping after sch for FBT..and its cui max cos i wanted to buy coloured fbt but all doesnt seems to look gd for me..and bo bian, after tat finally got black fbt cos it looks slimmer for my butt..lol

and today joined tennis wif eye candy..i must say he and D played really well..got the seh man, but then i damn cui, cos i got problem starting the ball also..actually i was at one corner practising cos i cant possibly played when i cant catch a single ball,..actually i talked more to D rather than him throughout the whole game..wa lao wat am i doing, i am supposed to know more abt him..but endedup talking cock more wif D..then he beside listening.lol..but at least i know him now..but duno why i suddenly feel less challenged when i know him alrdy..last time when i duno him, i have the motivation wanting to know him, now tat i know him, i feel nothing at all, the motivation has died..but this guy have to really know him more before i can decide if i really like him..cos first interaction cant really know much..

hopfeully today i am not tat clumsy when i was playing tennis..watever it is, i am just too cautious abt my physical attire and actions..cos need to leave gd impression...

~chances are created for me but i just dun dare faced it ~

sun nite was online til 3am..cos i came online at 12am to do my GIP thingy..then after tat chatted wif D til pretty late..he was saying tat eye candy goes for looks, which explain why they are buddies..when i hear tat, then i half sian alrdy cos i am not even chio..so chances not high alrdy..so i kinda give up hope alrdy...cos u know i am a person who knows my limits one..cant get de, wont try hard to get cos i feel no point also..but D has been trying to create chance for me to get close to him for instance this mon, but then i was scared to face up to eye candy..honestly, i duno why also..and partly i have headache and the nxt day i have CA also..so i really thought very long thinking if i should go or nt cos i really struggling inside my heart sia, cant decide...actually headache is just 20% excuse tat i cant go..its more like 80% i am scared to meet up wif eye candy, so i decided not to go..actually for me, usually headache is no kick for me..i can even go running when i am sick, let alone its just a small headache..in fact i am just lying to myself la..when i msg D saying tat i not coming cos i headache, he ask me not to come also cos nxt day gt CA..since he say i shouldnt come liao when i am sick, so i followed his choice tat he made for me..LOL. i tink funny is he still persuaded eye candy to come for tennis lesson but i choose not to go eventually cos i was very hesistant..and this thur he tried creating chances for me again..seriously this time i am really tempted to go..but i am really scared i would a make myself pei seh when i cant even start the ball ! wa lao heart feels like going, but dun dare go and learn from them. though D says he can teach me for foc and i can teach him piano for foc also...seriously i tink i need more courage..how how how????

and tat nite D was saying tat can see very obvious tat i am not very confident of my looks..and i told him yes..duno why also..perhaps i am someone who has low esteem..watever i do also no confidence de..and it applies to studies, looks and watever thing i do..and i guess probably since young my mum always compared me wif my bro and i do feel inferior and lousy as compared to my bro..to my mum, my bro is way better than me, which is very true la..and perhaps over the yrs it has became a physchology thing liao..and i guess perhaps my clique always comment at my attire, so somewat i feel cui inside.and became quite sensitive over the yrs esp when it came to dressing..aiya i duno also lah..i myself not even sure why i am not confident in myself also..perhaps i really need someone who can giv and physcho me with more confidence..cos i tink i alrdy lost half the battle to myself when i have no confidence in myself..sigh...this is bad..

today i just finished CA too and the recess is just few days from now..shoik..i tink i need to destress abit and piah on my project..sian my project i can only say i am super super lost..duno where and how to start from..lqm how? if tis thur i wanna go, i have to set a perfect image cos i dun wan to look cui outside since he go for looks..so the more i should look more sporty wif my GOLD hair..

today tinking bac wat my mum said.she was saying i am very ah lian cos of my GOLD hair, but then i really like my GOLD hair now..hehe and ytd i was feeling really down also..duno why..suddenly feel like crying, but no tears for me to cry..haiz and ytd suddenly feel like playing squash so tat i can unleash my emotions all at one go..or a punching bag also not bad also..aiya ytd i was just feeling very down..not sure why either..certainly not becos of guys nor studies..and plus i am someone who wont feel sad over guys except for my ex whom left a big impact over my life and yes i did drop tears for him..the rest NONE, cos they have yet to left a great impact on my life..lol..

but anw today i feel better le..duno why somewat i feel tat the happy go lucky qm is losing her shine gradually..not sure why too ! her radiant smile is not as chan lan as before..

~why u keep appearing in front of me??~

aiyo aiyo aiyo, why this guy keep appearing right of me?? wherever i go also bump into him, i was really scared tat this diamen told him somthing tat he shouldnt know..mon, bump into his grp of friends outside the guy's toilet...so i pretend to fake fake talk to my grp mate abt the project cos he was just beside me..so he did stand there for a while, and i tink after a few mins he abit pei seh to stand down there to listen to our convo, so he went to the water cooler to refill his water..lol..i wanted to engage him into the convo but he left..then mon after lect bump into him again..so qiao cos i thought he should have gone training with damien le..so i was taking a look out for damien, but he wasnt there..

then today was raining really heavy and 02 test was in the morning at 9.30am.so i decided to leave hse earlier as i dun wan to carry umbrella in the heavy rain.. then so qiao again bump into him..seriously wherever i go also see him..he did took a glance of me for a few sec and i did looked at him for a few sec too ! wanted to smile to him, but i dun dare !!! so forget it liao man..emo ;(

and i asked if mon slot for tennis still got vanacies or nt then he tell me no more alrdy..wa sian, cos how would i knew tat his friend who joined tennis was actually my eye candy..how would i know the world is so qiao and its daimen who keep jio-ing me into this tennis playing, but i was budget-ing abt the $105..now regret also no use liao..and now duno if the tennis still wanna take us in or nt la..emo ;(

this sun got CURL orientation sia..still thinking if i wanna go or nt..like damn sian man cos its a grp of young mei mei and di di, go liao also waste my time cos i also dun enjoy..i bet the games they play sure damn lame one..i was alrdy damn sian when they played the seven wonders, cos i played countless of times le man..

~i must be crazy to chat with him for so long~

i tink things have been pretty funny..cos recently kept bumping into agnes in the library..honestly, i tink both of us click really well..talk alot of rubbish and laugh like no one business..if i have entered into uni the same yr as her tat will be gd man, but sadded, i entered 2 yrs later..so i asked her :" eh where's ur friends?? then she thought for a while, saying who are actually her friends in uni.." wa this sounds really bad..perhaps i am lucky aleast i do have a uni clique of friends, else i sure emo and damn sad one..but apparently she dun feels anything at all..hmm..

then thur went to teach chemistry for my student as her N level are coming in this mon..apparently both of us click really well though of our 7 yrs age diff..cos she was saying " come, piano teacher let's study together even though of our huge age diff and topics tat we chat.." then i laughed out, cos she is just funny la..so tat nite stayed til 10 plus and her mum book a taxi home for me..kinda nice of her, but seriously tat area is an industrial area, so basically u can see any females after work office..all would be the blanga ppl..so i would be a be scared too la..

then fri nite which was ytd i cant imagine tat i actually talk rubbish to tat damien from 11.30pm-3.30am.crap man, we talk 4 hrs of really crap..i cant believe this..he told me smt, he says life is short, so just go for him..wa lao why is everyone telling me all these..cos i myself not really certain if i like him or nt, cos i nv talk to him before...i need to know his character first before i can decide if i like him or nt..and tat damien wanted to help me out during their tennis training, which i tink will make things worst ! cos u know wat kind of person i am what..if the person knows tat i like him, i will sure avoid and siam him..cos i am seriously too shy and pei seh to face him.. and moreover if he likes me just becos i like him, then it will be worst, cos i dun like tat kind of feeling..aiya watever just hope tat damien dun make things worst can alrdy..if not i can really jump down the river alrdy !

~can i be your friend?~

oh man, i realised i have diverted my attention to this new eye candy cos dentistry guy kinda "far" from me and he seems unreachable at all as he is just too far from me..though i like that dentistry guy more than this new eye candy cos he has more of the ang mo seh and more matured in thinking...but then hmm...and i realised tat i always like guys who have "yong" in their names..duno why also,...perhaps i really have high affinity wif "yong" ppl..lol..

anw i am damn damn shagged now..never seem to catch up on my lectures one..damn emo man..and today i went for wsc curl sub com committee..when i reached tat seminar room, i was alrdy half sian liao cos all xiao mei mei and they are so young ! so this da jie jie of cos dun find it enjoyable la..cos the games they play kinda lame also, or perhaps i have really this age gap wif them..duno lah, but its not really applicable to everyone la..but some the way they talk is really zzz and immature..nvm i stil have rsp youth, i shall see if the ppl over there more matured or nt..aiya but actually i am realy really tempted to join tennis after i knew he is in there..initally i have the intend to join tennis alrdy even before i knew tat he is in there..but becos of the $105 i bu se de, tat's why i nv joined..at least play tennis i can sweat and slim down..not too bad an idea..hmm i hope this eye candy can realised my presence one day..actually he confirm see me many times in lectures, but then nv had a chance to talk to him..hope one day i can know him as a friend ;)

~haiz not sure why i am feeling really down~

haiz can someone tell me why am i feeling so down..even i myself also duno why..i am terribly feeling very down now, but i have no idea what's the reson behind this sadness..i am really emo max..apparently lately, i dun feel like talking to anyone..not sure why too..the radiant smiling qm is losing her shine recently..i guess i have been feeling really empty..partly cos i felt left out and also have been really stressed up wif so many things to do and yet i have no time..have to find time teach tuition, work and manage my studies..roarr...no time man..and i am forever lagging behind..the moment i catched up on the lectures, new ones will accumulate again..seriously i am SICK of this liao man..getting kinda pissed cos i nv seem to finish my stuff one..then ytd i went for the wsc meet up...hmm all i can say is i feel really old inside tat blk E grouping..sian..regretted why i didnt join cca when i am in yr 1..now really too late liao..haiz haiz haiz..

and today we had our first elective test..hehe shoik man, i tink we can score in this elective cos this elective damn easy and kinda crap also..mostly on watching video and the first CA was just 10 mcq and practically i finished it in 15 mins when the test was supposed to allowed up to 40 mins..haha i tink its really a crappy test ! anw today cb also have F1 tic..initally was supposed to teach my student chem de, but since she wanted to put it on mon, then even better, so ended up the tuition was cancelled..and initally i really could have go for the F1 show cos cb gt tic..but then i abit sian to see f1 cos afterall i went last yr wif playmate and we were standing near the bridge there to watch..its nothing much except the impact of the motor was really powerful..other than tat nothing much..but mariay carey would be coming, and she is my idol..even if i am going there, i would be just watching her sing..

anw this wkend still tinking if i wanna go for the flea..kinda tempted to buy clothes lately, but i dun really have much time tis wkend to shop..i have 10 online lect to catch up wif, write resume for the GIP, and print notes and do project stuff,...wa lao so many things to do in 2 days..haiz..jia you ba..

~nt sure why i am feeling very down and emo~

haiz, qm qm ah, can someone pls tell me why am i feeling so empty, down and emo..i am not sure why also leh..suddenly i feel i am not as close to my clique anymore..even hm also feels tat..haiz why the sudden change huh..i duno la, just damn vexed now..i am vexed over the overseas china trip too..although it seems tat i have no worry over anything, but in fact i do worry for one great issue and its tat, i scared this trip will either spoil one's relationship or make us closer..cos the KL trip was a spoiler liao and can moo used to be my close friend, now no more after she treated me and cb tat like through the trip..ya, tat's my greatest concern..afterall being happy in sch is a diff feeling from staying together for half a yr.

haiz and this wk i have so many things to do..freak man, i am seriously damn tired liao..

~the meet up wif playmate after so many mths!~

ytd met up wif playmate after so many mths.we went chinatown for food hunt..initally intended to eat the dian xin buffet one, but ended up the timing bo gum so bo bian ended up eating ala cart..and its kinda ex but the food is nice la..after which went to many other food stall to try other food.after which went to the chinese garden to xplore cos the last time i went was young..but sad to say the garden is damn cui man..i thought it will be very nice as lantern festival will be coming soon this wk..aiya if ytd we have candles then it will be perfect man ! sian cos somewhere nearby dun hav candle shop at all..lol

anw i feel very comfortable going out wif him..fun to mix ard wif esp he is someone tat can joke and play ard wif..but then my chemistry for him is really gone ! afterall its so long alrdy.. and this wk damn shoik man cos alot of lessons cancelled..awesome man !

~should i go or not to go~

mon nite ken told me tat most of our clique ppl tio china for our overseas work and study..initally i really dun have high hopes cos afterall my results arent tat gd at all. but i actually gt a chance to go there sia..but then now qn is the money tat i need to pay is kinda alot and i will confirm be much poorer after i come bac from this china trip..and i am really scared tat i will left alone to survive over there if let's say all my clique ppl are all dispersed to diff state of china..although there are also students from our sch tat are going there, but everything need to start from sratch lo..everything need to begin from making friends and adapting to their culture and lifestyle..dad is supportive of me going, but mum not really cos in her opinion, its wasting money..aiya to me, its not the money issue, its more of exploring the world and gaining insights and experiences..haiz so now actually i am abit scared too la..although my heart really keen to go there..

then wed nite went for cca interview wif jy..seriously i tink its damn sian to study everyday..and i onli left 2 yrs to study in sch, so i must maximise the remaining 2 yrs student life..hopefully they will accept me, but then the stupid interviewer didnt ask me much qns when he asked so much qns towards the freshie..wa lao so does it indirectly means tat i am alrdy no chance since he didnt ask me much..haiz...then outdoor ODAc, i am actually quite keen but no one wants to go wif me..go alone damn sian one..i rather not go like tat..haiz lately have been quite emo and somewat feels tat i am kinda a loner man..other than shopping and sch work it seems tat i have nothing to do..and ytd jy asked me if i do envy those couples..i told him of cos i envy la..cos afterall i am graduating soon in 2 yrs and i haven found a suitable candidate and this is bad la..so he say i should perhaps lower my standard..but in the first place, i always think tat my standard isnt tat high wat..actually to me as long as the guy is nice to me, i am ok wif it..but most of them will tink that i go for looks, which is not true la..although most of the time i usually look at those shuai ge..but look is look ma, most of the time i only admire them, but admiring and loving a person is diff..so yeah many ppl have a wrong perception of the guys tat i like..


anw tmr is a public holiday..time to catch up wif all my lagging online lect..sian max ! and nxt mon will be meeting playmate..its been months since we last meet up le..hmm where should we go man..

~sch has reopened~

last one wk i hav been nuahing to watch online korean shows..shoik man ! i am completing the show..alrights then last thur went to dyed my hair and initally i look like an ah lian after i dye and highlight it..so decided to tone down 2 tone..after which sun went out to shop since its alrdy the last day before sch starts...

sch has started for 3 days and i still hav no mood at all to study..the drive is dead man..but tis wk is only wk 1..so can slack abit..and i feel damn weird feeling being too free in sch ! i wanna join a cca soon man..i need to expand my social circle..yawns

~kranji farms~

ytd, sun was out to meet the jc gers..our outing this time was farm visiting at the country side at kranji.. overall the shutter bus service is damn cui..cos it takes 1.5hrs for a shutter bus to come..wa lao faints ! and overall we only managed to visit 2 farms only cos they closes early at 6pm and the shutter bus service ended at 5 also..haiz so kinda wasted our trip there cos we thought we can visit lots of farms over there..we went the goat farms and the veggie farms..and the lucky part is tat on our way to the veggie farm, some nice ppl was nice enough to drive us there cos she said its damn far from where we were walking along the road..yes lucky tat nice lady was nice enough cos the weather was freaking hell hot and its damn far from where we were walking tat time..after which we dine at the cafe there..i must say the food is nice cos its made of natural favouring..hehe..the ice cream is nice too !

haiz 1 more wk left to nuah before sch starts..sian !

~sentosa day!~

last mon and tues decided to piah finished my online shows and wed was out to ken's hse to dye my hair..emo seh cos my hair turn out not really tat nice, the colour isnt as bright as before cos i wan those gold-brown colour but this time somewat couldnt achieve tat colour although its the same dye packet ..sian..duno wanna ask the hairdresser to dye a new hair colour or nt cos i tink its has become more dry after i dye..anw after tat went to bukit timah to eat my favourite carrot cake ..its awesome ! after which went for a run as usual..sian leh this holiday like didnt lost weight at all..in fact it seems like i gain weight ! haiz

and ytd we went to sentosa to play volleyball and freebie..after which went to apple 21st at downtown..had lots of food at nite..omg its damn sinful man..no wonder i cant slim down at all..today i am meeting the jc classmates for dinner at town..sian duno why no mood to travel there to eat..haiz 1 more wk to nuah and sch will starts..so sian !

~the KL trip was a spoiler~

day one in KL was cui cos we couldnt find our hotel and when we reached there its so messy as in there are super alot of hotel, and we just couldnt find our hotel..chinatown isnt really a great place like wat i read in the forum..feels abit kinda cheated man..and the express train is so ex la..kinda heart pain taking tat cos its 35RM when there is 10RM coach bus..cos someone wans to reach the hotel faster ma, so bo bian..then after which we decided to book into a hotel tat we find decent on the outside, but once we stepped into the hotel room, its damn disappointing cos the inn was super duper cui and it feels tat our room can be broken into anytime..so first night i couldnt really sleep well cos i feel really unsafe..so cb thought of many ways to take some safety precautions..i feel the chinatown there over there is really like our SG chinatown, just tat over in KL there are super alot of imitations and its everywhere..



day 2 we shopped in bukit bintang area, and sungei wang wasnt really as gd as they descibed also..the clothes was kinda cheap but then all dun have my size..its either super small or just for some which i like they are just super ex.. haiz..sian so the entire trip i bought nothing for clothes..and i realised the stall ppl over there really like to cheat the tourist money man..i wanted to get my hp batt and one of the stall holder even increase the original price to 4 times its original price..wa lao heng i walk ard asking many stalls for the market price, if not i sure kana cheated one..after which shopped ard the shopping malls in the bukit bintang area..pavilion is a super ex shopping mall..can be equalivant to SG paragon or ION..really non affortable man..even the forever 21 and cotton on also damn ex..wa lao..



day 3 was the spoiler day cos she wanted to go separate ways from us for some reasons, which i dun get it..kinda upset and abit angry over this decision tat she made cos when we are overseas and we are supposed to take care of one another , wat if you are missing or wat, we will be the one who will be held accountable for..and this is something tat she cant understand and take our kindness for granted..aiya throughout the whole trip many unhappy moments happened and i dun wished to talk abt it either liao..i can only say at least i know you better alrdy in this few nights..tat's enough...so this day was our trip to genting...i would say this genting trip is awesome..i like the theme park and its really worth paying the package cos its 41 RM for unlimited ride and its including 2 way rides..really worth it la as compared to our universal theme park rides when we need to pay $60+ for those rides..i only pay less than $20 for rides in genting..super worth sia..the roller coaster ride is crazy and i really had heart attack after sitting it..somewat i dun dare to open my eyes throughout the whole ride cos its just too scary and i tried the ride where they suddenly dropped from many many metres from the top view of genting..gosh my heart almost dropped out..its damn scary..after the theme park, we went to casino..i feel its nothing much abit it..and the smoke was terrible so we didnt stayed in there for long cos i couldnt stand the smell..after which when its near to night time, we stopped by the shops for food to bring bac to SG..i must say the ba gua is awesome as compared to SG..haha

day 4 we have no where to go actually so we decided to wake up later and had our breakfast at chinatown area..wah i really like the dian xin over there and its damn damn gd and not the mention the chicken pau over there..i almost had chicken for 4 consective days..haha..its really tat gd ! after which went bac to the Inn to check out and after which walked ard wif our luagguage to eat A &W..wah i really miss this fast food and after which went to giant to have another round of food eating again before flying bac to Sg..and our final stop was the thai food stall at the airport there..its awesome and cheap also considered its thai food..whoo !

In all i still feel KL isnt really a great place for holiday..but genting was not bad for a day alone..doubt i will go there again..