~the detention~

sat i was just reali unwilling to go to sch for detention cos it was reali lame la, cos i was late for sch and i need to do detention..wat logic is this man and this sch is always so nonsense, full of nonsense things tat they want students to be abide to..fine, kay, when i reached sch i thought the detention was supposed to help them clean up classroom or wat, but it turned out to be doing own self revision and do some stupid reflection worksheet for the mistake tat u made..wa lao when i knew tat i was damn pissed..i wasted my time and bus fare just to travel here and do homework..wat nonsense is this !!! then one of the teacher in charged asked me if i dyed my hair cos i thought its sat wat, cant be so sway to be caught by teachers for coloured hair, so i just lazy to paint the black paint on my hair..but no knows, i am just tat sway to be kana caught again..i guess the teacher was shocked to hear tat i admitted tat i did dyed my hair cos he was expecting me to sae tat i didnt dye..aiya since its so obvious and tat he has seen it, no point hiding anymore..but i immediately said tat i will redye it during the weekends and after tat he stop nagging liao..so moral of the story is, just sae watever teachers hope to hear, then they will stop bugging u liao..after which have to rush for piano lessons and its like so tiring man..my teacher said tat actually i am one tat can do well in piano, just tat i am lazy to think, she said tat actually i do have potential..but i dun think likewise, i feel tat i know nuts abt music and those even basic stuff i also duno and u can sae tat i got the potential??i think something must be wrong abt her..she said tat there are some students who reali have the potential but there are reali some who have no potential at all, but she will teach them no matter wat..kay after i reached home, i watched 1.5hrs of tv after which continue doing my maths homework..wa lao every week also got lots of maths homework to do, sian man..
sun i was feeling pretty lazy, my efficiency of doing my homework is just kinda slow, duno why..during the evening went to eat at my house coffee shop cos its mother's day and my brother is treating us to eat..he said tat this dinner tat was paid by me was through the hardwork tat i earned in NS through the harsh physical training of running..so he ordered a curry fish head to eat and some side dish..i realised tat my brother can spend lots of money when he comes to food itself, cos he goes for the quality instead of quantity..somehow i feel tat he can reali spend much more money on food compared to me, cos usually i am quite qing cai when it comes to food..anything is fine with me as long as it is edible..then dad started saying when we are eating tat, i am actually more worried than u abt the application results..if u dun wan to study anymore then wat else u can do, dun tell me tat u want to work..he asked me to drop my idea becos my family income dun allows me to go a private uni, but i dun believe tat i cant work for myself and pay the fees by myself loh..he also said tat he thought tat i still got the determination to study on cos previously i wanted to go bac sch to retake, but when i stepped into the sch, i realised tat i have regretted making this decision..the choice is not for u to decide..u have to continue on if u cant get in..sigh..i duno wat should i do also, everything seems bleak and uncertain to me, i cant make any choice, cos either way it is not going to give me a gd solution..