~i am reali damn scared of my outcome now~

yesterday yh msg me telling me tat she has got her posting results le and she did managed to get into NTU le..seriously i am damn scared now..no one has yet to call me..in 2 weeks time, everything will be finalised..then we chatted over the phone for one hour plus..she asked me if i cant get in then how?? she asked if i reali want to continue staying in sch meh?she feels tat i should think of a backup plan now instead of styaing bac in sch..sigh..i reali duno..my mind is just reali confused now..my mind reali canot concentrate on anything now..all i am worried is the posting results..i cant concentrate for lessons todae cos my mind was just kept thinking of wat if i cant go in..if i relai cant go in then i will be wasting my 3 yrs in jc..oh man, pls tell me wat should i do now..then i asked her of my chance of going into uni, then she said tat probably i cant enter uni..when she said tat my heart was reali scared le...my results are just below borderline case, so i reali duno wat will be the outcome..my mood todae is just kinda worried..i didnt even talk to anyone at all, was reali quiet in sch..hai~mind is so vexed now !!!! cant i just get a reply asap, then i see wat can i do next...