~he consoled me tat nite~

yesterday received so many messages from my friends, many of them are concerned abt my posting results..so i tell them loh..many of them told me not to be discouraged..though i took a longer route, but they sae tat come to think of it, it will still be worth it for the decision i made.then terence msg me yesterday nite asking me if i have received cos he did apply for this yr admission too..but both of us didnt got in..he knew tat i would cry and yes i did cry and i was kind of surprised of how he knows tat..maybe he knows gers reali know ah...then i ask him" u wont cry meh??"then he sae he numb liao cos last yr he also got rejected..he said console me more impt cos he knew tat i canot take such blows considerating tat i have study 3 yrs in jc and yet i still cant enter uni..he saes tat he understands wat i am feeling now but he cant experience wat's the feeling like cos he was not in my shoes before..i guess ppl who are like me will truely understand wat i am going through now..now i finally realised why maril has a crush on him cos the words tat he used can be misleading to gers, but rest assured tat i wont be misleaded cos i know tat he is just extending pure concern for me onli..but somehow becos of the chatting last nite, i didnt do any work at all..i think haveing hp around u are relai distracting man..now, i got so many things to catch up with, especially maths cos previously i didnt do a single tutorial at all..and it seems tat i got a hill loads of homework to catch up becos of my pure laziness to do maths homework previously..hai~the homework are just too much until i duno where should i start from..my onli hope is onli left with NUS..i still wont give up the last hope til the rejection letter is sent to me..though the appeal chances are just reali low, i will still not give up tat ray of hope..