todae when i was talking to my classmate, he said :" u didnt get accepted by the local uni ah??" then i said "Huh? how u know de.." he said tat ms lim told the class during the time when i went to the toilet on tues.."she told the class to be sensitive of watever they sae..haha, true indeed tat tues i was reali feeling down due the results, i guess she has seen true me wat i was feeling so she told the class to be sensitive of watever they sae..i wont blame her for telling the class cos anyway they will know it either sooner or later de..no wonder thinkin back, nobody asked me for tat when previously some of them would ask if i have gotton the posting..now i see..i guess nobody dares to ask me cos they scared tat i will be upset..afterall such things have to accept eventually, its just a matter of time tat i will take to accept..but thinking bac, i reali think my tutor is just reali nice..whenever i do somethings just are not right and she dun scold me at all..sometimes feel guilty ah..i guess for this yr, many of my friends didnt manage to go local uni cos most of them cant go in even with average grades..hai~~if i were to continue on and the appeal isnt successful, then i have to go bac to the old days when lessons ends veri late and worst things are i need to study everything over again..and i hate tat feeling when sch is so niao in giving us time to study for A levels and prelims and one thing i dun like with the sch is they some up with all sort of rubbish extra special programmes mainly for students who dun do well and they have to attend such programs just to do their self revision..i reali hate such things cos i dun see the point in doing tat cos i feel tat students can study on their own wat, why must force them to study in sch..i feel tat tat is the best solution to watever they are suggesting..
was also talking to ch todae online, its been long since we last chatted with each other..its gd for him tat he managed to go into NTU..but where am i?? still ever stuck in sch..hai~~
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