~have been slacking lately~

lately have been busy with doing the appeal thingy, so sort of neglected my studies somehow..i try to put in my best for watever i wrote, if they reali dun accept then i think i will give up le..at least this time round i put 100% effort in doing research and who should i look for..hai~~~i feel tat life is so stale now..i hardly got the mood to do my homework at all, duno why and once sch reopens i have lots of exams coming up and it seems to me tat i dun reali care abt it, maybe i am used to having exams liao until i dun even bothered abt such minor things.though they sae tat the minimum requirement not to go for tat stupid self revision program is to pass all subjects including gp and i belive tat i will confirm be one of them cos i knew i cant pass my gp at all..every since i return bac to sch, my gp grades became even worst as before..oh man, like tat i also duno how lah..once term 3 starts, i will busy like mad, i believe tat after tat most of the days i will not do my revision cos by the time i reach home, i will be dead beat and moreover my piano exams coming in july..hai~got so many things to handle lah..like tat i like i reali canot take it cos i cant concentrate so many things at one go..i have to give up either things, either my studies or piano exams.actually sch holidays has started but we still have 2 weeks of lessons, damn sian man and moreover all the lessons are so sian and long man, sometimes i just switch off when i am so tired sitting down there for long hours...
todae's dinner is cancelled..hmm..somehow feel disappointed cos somehow got chance to gather together after quite a no yrs since we last gathered for a dinner but someone is not free so bo bian, have to cancel..if they want to organise some other time, probably i might not be able to make it le cos once holidays end i will super busy.for the time being, i am still quite available.i feel tat its a pity tat UNSW has closed down..initally i wanted to consider tat sch de cos they have the course tat i wan, but too bad fees too ex, much more ex than SIM, so cant afford it then have to forgo my dream of going uni..it seems tat going to uni is not easy, u need to be quite smart in your studies, otherwise u will be lagged behind..moreover with the closer of tat sch, they will fight for places with us..this yr tat dragon baby batch is damn competitive and with these students fighting for places, i even stand no chance to appeal to go in..maybe i am just tat unlucky to take the exams last yr.