thur morning, i came to sch reali early cos i was punished to come for the make up pe lesson becos of my disappearance for the last 1.5months..but i went there, there is practically nothing much lah, the teacher in charge also bo chap, actually can just sign attendance and go off..but seriously its wasting my time la..i need to wake up super early just to ensure tat i reach sch by 7.15am..so i just run one round the track to pretend tat i got do something..after which changed bac into my uniform since it is assembly time..after the assembly, my teacher asked me so how?decided le mah??i told her tat i still duno but i sae tat i will still pay for the exam fees first..and i realised tat even if u can get to uni, u cant get 100% refund..oh man, tat's means tat part of my money will be gone no matter wat..sigh...suddenly still so painful at heart cos first time need to pay so much for exam fees cos all along its my parents who are paying, but this time round, mum refuse to pay for me so i have no choice, but to pay by myself..somehow, i still cant decide on my decision..cos its reali hard for me to make such an important decision in life which will affect my future..so my teacher ask, so if u were to leave, then wat will u continue to do? she asked me to ask myself wat i want, still i cant find an ans to it..
it seems tat i am veri "Popular" in sch liao cos it seems tat every teacher also knows tat i am a repeat student even though who never taught me before, but i think they duno my name, just tat they know my face..why do i sae so??reason is becos my gp teacher was asking me, mr XXX teach u in j1 ah??then i sae should be la..actually i almost forgot tat he did thought me before cos it seems tat i have been thought by many teachers due to the reason tat i have been in sch for like 3 yrs..yesterday nite, my parents was just unhappy abt the appeal results for the medicine course for my brother..they are questioning why is it tat my brother got 4 As and yet he sitll cant go in, so they are kind of bu shuang abt it and they are reali noisy la when they voice out their unhappiness and has affected me in studying my maths..come on lah, its not onli being a doctor then can earn lots of money..there are other course tat have quite gd propects wat, they just dun like it, the onli thing is mind is tat they want my brother to be a doctor..yesterday i was pretty quiet cos i am quite worried again cos 16 may is reaching and yet i still have yet to received news abt the results..my dad said tat once after 16 may if u still haven received ur results then tat means tat chances of going in are just reali low le cos 16 may is the appeal date for NTU...gosh, onli few days left...sigh..yesterday i was praying, i pray with a sincere heart cos i reali hope tat watever i pray will be heard hopefully..
todae maths test i think i will confirm fail man, its seems tat out of 4 qns, i onli know how to do 1 qn..yes, it is tat bad, but i did study for it..it reali seems tat there is not much improvement in my results even though i repeat another yr..so does repeating help??
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