~hai..i think i am reali fated to stuck in sch le~

yesterday cm was telling me tat ppl with grades like acc also canot get in uni..oh man, i reali duno how the 2 local uni allocate ppl de..cant be wat, my the other friend with exactly the same grade as her can get in but she cant..this is weird man..and i realised tat most of my friends cant go into local uni this yr..many of them are either going to SIM or either they worked for another yr then they sign up for uni next yr..yesterday mum was still saying tat i feel tat something is going to happen, and indeed it relai happens..so i went online to see my application results for NUS and indeed its true tat NUS didnt accepted me..i didnt get quite sad cos afterall i knew tat i cant get in de..so i shall pin all my hopes on the appeal for NTU le..i guess i reali need to try my luck on those courses which are less popular with students..for now, i reali cant take it tat i still have to stay on cos mum was still scolding yesterday for my bad results slip tat i got an F for my maths..she sae tat i might well dun continue on cos i repeat liao also see no gd grades and improvement..hai~~~